I remember yesterday she spoke of going out with her cousins, If that’s the case I’ll leave it at that, but today we should have had contact of some kind. I practically got hung up on. I’ll see what tomorrow brings.
it’s pretty messed up that I couldn’t spend her birthday with her though. this gives me all the reason to think negatively. same for some other things. and if that’s all it is, than so be it. But if otherwise and she’s thrown me under the bus, then hey. I’ll just wait another 8 years to find someone who’s true to life.