Waiting

It’s 2:30  Between 2:30 and Bowl Time will be the worst time
This weekend was supposed to be ours. now she’s probably out enjoying herself while im  here waiting for her..   Why is it that being a good dude is not enough? why did I chose her to begin with? I chose her because I needed her, I need her kind in my life.  But she’s doing me something that I have no control over. all because of some words that shouldn’t have been said to her. I don’t like to keep secrets.

It’s like she’s moved on already. and I’m just suffering.

All I’m doing is waiting for the call. Til Then, I’ll just wait.