Due to the nature of my situation, I have decided to go ahead and block her, after talking to a few friends and family about the situation. I really don’t need that drama in my life.
I realized that when she responded “You Trippin” she wanted me to fall in her trap on drama, She knows I like to avoid this kind of confrontation at all cost. and this was no exception. I just let the situation be. I think that in her life. she demands drama because it gives her a story to tell.
I personally hope that she doesn’t make up lies to her friends about me in reference to her new guy. I put my heart in to this and she played me for a fool. I have been making random facebook posts in general regarding these kind of things because of my situation. This is not the first time I’ve been done wrong. I have a forgiving spirit and I respect my first Love. But with my new Found Ex. I had no love for her after the fist time I caught her doing me wrong. Pleae note, this is the same chick begging me to marry her just 2 months ago and being Highly upset because I said no.
After a year of dealing with the deception of this woman, I realize that I am a great man who deserves better. yet first I must do better or this will keep happening. She Used me for my services. to her, I was a service provider. That’s what she told her friends. That’s what they believed. She denied me many times only to show face with this guy. I think its pretty messed up.
And then You constantly Lie, Habitually Lie about things that she was doing. In search of a temporary fix while leaving me a stray. But I’ll get over it. I sure will. I’m glad this is over because Now it’s evaluation time though. Now I can do right by me and find a woman worthy of my life.
Here were a few of my facebook posts in reference to her and This situation.
(Newest to Oldest)
- indulging in Sin to fill a void will not Fix Your Problems, It Is Your problem.
- in the land of make believe, people live the perfect lives
- I try to be nice, but some folks act like the word "No" is the worst thing that happened to them. LOL
- every day i break the chains..
- Folks get on facebook displaying The Illusion of happiness in their lives.
- Ain't nothing about Marriage that brings you "A Whole New World" That's Fairytale Mumbo Jumbo.
- and I've got Such a long way to go....
- Mark 7:15 - There is nothing from without a man, that entering into him can defile him: but the things which come out of him, those are they that defile the man.
- I have been denied a many times, Its time I return the favor. #AccessDenied
- Try painting a picture without a surface....
- Started New Chapter of the Book
- In the land of make believe, there's a lot of pretenders.
- lying is the most fun a girl could have without taking her clothes off.
- I'm FREE Like Bruce Banner
- Plastic People with plastic minds are on their way to plastic homes ..- Gil Scott Heron
- I'm Sorry Dave, I'm afraid I can't do that.
- A soldier should never cause injury to his comrades. it will hinder the whoile platoon on the battlefield.
THOSE were Thoughts sense that day…And THIS video Ends it..
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