I'm rarely here because, facebook etc.!
"Knock, Knock".... If you're here! I'm here!
For me, 2022 had many blessing and many losses.
The year was a good one but somber at times.
I've had a number of family and extended family members pasa away,
Yet on my Joh, I've progressed and moved up in the ranks.
For the first time I have been able to feel secure financially.
Maybe not enough to have my own Appartment in 2022.
But Enough to feed my family, Get safetly home in a Lyft etc. or even buy Gifts for people.
I'm just glad I am able.
The last time I was here, I complained about being Gyp'd
I now know that guy's full name. It's sad that I can't do much about it. but I think I've recieved my blessing already though.
I'm just thankful for all the opportunities that have come my way! for example; I'm going to the BOWL!
To work, but still, I'm going! lol!
It's things like this, I live for!
It's also Parade season! Mardi Gras! I'm ready!
I'll be back sooner than Later.
#TAKENOTE!!!
⬆️ See what I did there!........ HAHA! I'm BACK!
Sunday, January 15, 2023
It's been awhile!
Friday, November 20, 2020
Gypped and angered.
Fast forward Yesterday: I'm taking another walk in another part of the city and an older guy yelled "Hey you got 43 Cent? I resoponded" "Sorry I don't have it" He yelled "Man F%$ YOU" ...
I just kept walking as he yelled more obscenities.
For the first time in my Adult life I desired knock somebody out.
This is not norma for me but It's what the world has become.
I will never put myself in the position to go to jail for nothing. and that's all i'm gonna say about that.
Sunday, November 17, 2019
Think Bright
Wednesday, October 30, 2019
I need to free myself
No Lie man, I have been out of it, I lost interest in a whole lot of thing that lovely. And it's not that I don't care oh, because I do care, I care so much that I lost myself in it. And everyday I'm waking up trying to find myself., I feel like my life have been interrupted, or it's on pause, and on hold for other people. I'm sorry folks but, I got to make my life about me.
For years I have slept away my days, only to wake up overnight to do nothing for hours and hours and hours. And that's getting tiresome. I want to take control of my life. I want to be free.
Wednesday, September 11, 2019
Thank God for allowing that to happen
It was because of her, I was able to not only release my thoughts but have them questioned and thrown back at me, Now these are problems I need to fix in order to make myself great. I’ve said a lot, I said too much. but that’s just me. I can’t excuse it. But I deserved and needed and wanted the responses she gave me. Therefore I am thankful for her. I really hope that We meet again and that my mind is clear.
Listening to music, made me realize that I listen to songs that are sad reflections. I need positivity and some of those songs have it. They’re just sad. Maybe I need to change my list a bit.
She Likes me and I am the problem, I am my own problem. I allowed her to say No without saying no. but she didn’t walk away. I think it’s time I limit communication for the spirit I’ve been dealing with to Wind down.
I Pray for better days, greater success and to LIVE AGAIN!
I want my life back and She reminded me that I have to take it.
Every choice I made was mine and I must own it and change it.
Dang I love her for challenging me in that way..
I value my friendships and I think she’d rather have me as a friend until I am able to “make it" … I respect that. I told her I always wanted to be the man, but everything I’ve become, I tried to avoid and it all hit me at once.. Now I must shut up and heal, as I read in a recent blog..
To that girl.. I needed you and I let you know this, Thank you for you words.
Thank God for allowing this meet to happen. It’s just time I act and say nothing more.