Boy boy boy,

eh man,. I been feeling down as hell... Why?.. because Her Name keeps poping into my life.
My Parents, Brothers, Sisters and Cousins all ask about Bethany... and the reason is because they dont know that we broke up. Yeah, Im Tryin to get over it. But that hard as hell.. Someday something good is gonna happen in her life..She Needs it. last time we talked she said she wasnt really feeling so good about anything .. and things were gettin' hard on her because of family problems and things like that ...........man all i can say is i wish her the best ............but I still that grudge right now because i strongly believe she had been cheating since the summer........ other than that .. It dont even matter

Linclon Park Said it in their song and thats exactly how I feel about this situation:

Linclon Park: In The End (lyrics)


It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

Yall Feel Where I'm comin' from.... as much as I Love that girl. I feel as If i was Messed Over & Done Wrong.