I wonder sometimes

Is it wrong to tell somebody how you feel about them?

Im Just asking the world today, because I get rejected a whole lot. Even if im just playing around; thats not a good thang. I Ain't an ugly dude, im just One Round big dude.. thats about all. I even got the shaft by a girl that likes me. but thats only because we're so far away from eachother. but Im cool with that one. Its just wild how You try to say what u mean from your heart, or just say how ur feeling at the moment and the girls still dont like it. What is it about me that I have to change? Its Just Wild to me how Q asked me if I wanted her to break up with her dude.. Im like NO.. cause she just got with him. but tha whole thing is that. I was trying to get with her for since mid march and she made her choice. 3 days ago. Here's something Od that I dont like because i Care... I hate the fact that she talks about her "taken-ness" on the phonenow .. that hurts ...lol.....

In Person.. I still have a hard time with girls man.. its a shame. The Messed up part about it. is that most girls want dudes to "game " talk to them.. All that is is Playing around with the girl about what u want out of them.. usually thats abunch of lies or exagerated truths .. .. now me .. I m the type that says what i believe at the moment it should be said. Sometimes that requires a whole lot of thinking.

I, The Book, Have no Game. I Say What I Know and What I Feel is Real to The person im refering to. and then I play around with it after the fact. I dont have to lie about what I do. because eventually Its gonna be come out .. I can't drive. cause nobody wants to teach me how to. so I Dont have a car. yeah i live with my momma .. The only reason u dont is because u live on campus... that aint real apartments because u gotta move out every semester. No I Aint got Money. The Money I do have I pay Bills with. Naw I dont Dress Nice. I Dress to Fit Me! and nobody else! I dont have to look good for nobody but myself. If i didnt like the way I Looked I wouldnt wear what I wear. .. I Wear what I can Afford. and i wear it proudly. yes im fat get over it. ..lol ..Man. its A load of things that I like about certain females. If I just could Build one of my own from the stats of others I'd be alright. But theres no sucjh thing as the Perfect Female. Its wild.. Then they want Someone that has Experiance in Sex, and they call that Being a Man. Come on Now. The ones they Call "MEN" are childish when it comes to Handling Business with Every other Issue. What they really mean that is That they want a man that Looks like he takes care of himself & Can Do it till the Sun Sets twice. .. They Dont want somebody that Really Love them for them. I Wish I wish I wish I could just Come accross somebody with the same mindset as me. ..lol