Okay everyone, The reason I'm calling this the silent blog is because I don't have a clue when I will be able to post this online Wirelessly from this laptop. I will talk about some events that have been going on at this time and probably on other dates. The point of this is to post what ever I feel at the moment Here in this word document which will add up as one blog post. I don't know when I'll write here because I'll be blogging on my blog also. According to when I post this, Most likely the things said in my Here would be in Past dates on the main blog … Sooo,,,
First off., I have a headache. This boy is in here with the TV loud and making noise. The Dogs have been Pooing everywhere and most likely they wont turn it down. My chin itches and so is my leg, I might need a tetanus shot or what ever its called. You never know. After my leg got scraped in that sewer it feels all crazy. And that was only yesterday lol
In a way I wanted to make an attempt at losing weight because I'm too big. I'm 280 plus pounds and that Is too big. I've been thinking of ordering Leptoprin. But then I don't want too do that because it messes with your heart. The Ads say that its strong and works for people trying to lose up to 100 pounds or more AND YES I need to lose 100 pounds.
I need a haircut but yet I want an afro. I like my hair and its cold outside, This means that It's a Great time to go bald..lol shew man what I really need is some Nair. Nair would do me good because I need to remove this Back hair and all that stomach hair too.
I wonder if any Frat parties are going on at Xavier or Dillard, I'd like to go to those but I live too far out right now. There aint even any bus routs. Or anything. Dillard doesn't even have an open campus. But I would love to chill around there. "They" say u need to be smart to get in. but I'll try anyway. I wouldn't mind being a Dillard Student.
As for Xavier, I sure would like to meet the person who has been reading my blog, but yet It might not even be anyone from XU, It just may be someone from Fox 8 if they're still there at the location by XU. That would be something cool to know.
I've noticed that many of our anchorman and woman have changed in N.O. lots are working at other sister stations in other states. Some are at CNN. And the ones who are on now and have been here in N.O prior too Katrina are at other stations now. There are even New Anchorman and woman (if that's what they are called still) ..lol
I wonder how long this is going to be I just got thru one page ..LMAO at family guy. They just did the Pinball countdown with Stewie inside the pinball; they even had the original Pinball Countdown song from sesame street. That's Wild yall!
Maaaaan…. Yall, Them Skeeto's have been tearing me up .. My arms and legs are Itchy and junk.I also have them lil bumps all over that u get when Mosquito's do their dirt…. And the Dogs aint making it no better yall.
Well… I'll be back with more later. I'm going to play a game or something
It's November 10th and they're getting stupid again... yep.. all because my momma is mad over nothing .. My dad was asking me of I needed to go to the "Thing" ( the storage place) so I said "No" … then my mom started yelling " Don't u gotta get your pants!!" I said " I don't need them, and ------" at that part she cut me off and started cussing and fussing over nothing. I also found that they REALLY don't want me on that PC nor in their room .. I swear when I leave Im taking my wires and things with me with no complaints.
It isn't my fault that THEY turned the fan on while the heater was on and all of that. The other day .. I wasn't in the house when the heater went out so I had no clue it went out, I thought that They (my neph and brother) were playing with it .. yeah it smelt like gas but I couldn't do anything .. so when my momma nim came home they told her that it had the fire had been off but the fan was on .. WHY WHY WHY???? .. The Fan and the Heater don't mix I was in here too.. but it aint my fault it smelt like gas .. TELL UR SON TO CHILL OUT SOMETIMES.
I really don't want to be here if they feel that im being "Disrespectful" when I'm really not/ When My momma got up that was the first thing she said and I wasn't even bothering anyone….
All that .. I feel that They disrespect me when I'm sleep and they making noise all over my head …
Maybe they wouldn't have had that problem if they would've let me stay in school…. TERRIBLE MAN JUST TERRIBLE!!
See these people here!!.. This dude Ty,is getting me yelled at left and right. And my dad aint making it better because he's stupid enough to believe him…
Everything I seem to be NOT doing is wrong …. DUMB!!!
Alright, I was trying to stop this dude from squirting Water thru a syringe right!!, Well as soon as my dad came in He saw me sitting at a desk and he yells "why yall dint clean this dog poo up" .. I didn't know it was there because I was trying to stop them from running round that house … Anyway .. my nephew yells "JOSH" and that's why I got yelled at .. THIS FOOL DIDN'T GET A LICK BUT HE WAS QUIRTING WATER ALL OVER.. its like They don't care about what THEY DO.. but I get the blame for what I DON'T DO in which THEY DO DO!! And that is stupid.. Like I said ,.. My dad aint making it no better .. He act like I'm doing everything wrong and I hadn't done anything yet. I wish I had my liners, I'd line myself all the time if I could….
Now Imagine waking up in a house where people are making noise, dogs are running all over u, a random child is also jumping on your mattress every time he passes u up .. (that's because I'm Sleeping ON THE FLOOR on a mattress) ..I'm aggravated every time I wake up and nobody realizes it but me. But yet they say Im Being lazy because I'm laying down.. WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO DO IF I CANT GO ANYWHERE ELSE. YALL today is SATURDAY I SHOULD BE CHILLING SOMEWHERE!!
Just Imagine Living with my people. They're Over protective and all that crap. Im Almost 22 and they act like I cant do anything. I had a Job, I was in School, I was happy yall!! All I need is transportation and some Driving skills and im set.
My dad is always lying to people about how I know how to drive. BUT NOBODY HAS EVER SEEN ME DRIVING BECAUSE I CANT!! .. STOP LYING TO PEOPLE ABOUT HOW U LET US SEE THE CAR TO "WHOOT" ON OVER TO THE STORE.. NO!!! THAT A LIE .. BE REAL .. TELL EVERYONE HOW U DON'T ALLOW US TO BE GROWN MEN , HOW WE CANT DRIVE, HOW WE CANT GO OUT AT NIGHT, HOW INSECURE U ARE OF US!! .. BE REAL!! U AINT GOT TO LIE MAAAAAAAN!!! … It's messed up, The Minute they do stuff, I'm Wrong.. IF I WASN'T HERE MAYBE I WOULDN'T BE WRONG.. It's 1:52. I think I'm Gonna take a walk..
See man..
I was just on the phone with my former co worker and my momma was up her Talking all stupid!, Cussing me out and stuff like that, YOU DON'T KNOW WHO IM ON THE PHONE WITH BUT YET YOU WANNA CUSS ME OUT AND ALL THAT ..
I told her I was gonna do something she asked me to do and she was like NO DON'T #^&@#&%@% WHEN U @$^@#^ FEEL LIKE IT!! .. GET U @^!#$^ @$Q$#^ UP AND @#$@#% DO IT @$%!#@$ NOW ..
IF I SAY IM GONNA DO IT .. IT MEANS IM GONNA DO IT!! DANG MAN I AINT DOIN IT NOW!!
Look at it .. its 2:13 now and im being yelled at .. LESS THAT 5 minutes from ^^ THAT!! .. but my dad and mom agree that I did something NASTY .. I MADE UP THE BED TO REMOVE MY MATTRESS OFF THE FLOOR BUT NOW I AINT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT.. CAUSE ITS NASTY!! .. Man My nephew Jumped in that bed after I did that .. SEE THIS .. I HATE IT I HATE IT! .. I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THEIR FACES!! .. MAKES ME WANNA LEAVE!!! …
EVERY TIME IT NEVER FAILS .. IM ALWAYS WRONG AND I CANT SAY NOTHIN.. IM JUST GONNA STOP RESPONDING TO THEM AS A WHOLE
... KEEP ME OUT OF IT!! .. THEY ARE UP HERE BEING STUPID.. I NEED A JOB MAN FOR REAL!!
It's a shame, it's Saturday and I have Nothing to do, Im in here bored and that's all that I am. I wish I could be on Campus right now. That's the better place to be. For the past few days another week of loudness in the morning. Just doesn't make sense yall!.
See My Nephew, He is up here trying to blow up the house. He's a smart mouth dude that thinks he is "good". He does thing purposely to get in trouble. And he thinks its funny. But Im gonna get him one day.
WHY WHY WHY!!???? I feel like Walking out of the house …. Im BORED out of my drawers! It's wild man, I could be at a game right now, I could be doing something good other than lying here looking stupid on a Non-Net PC..
.. And The Silent Blog #1 is now ONLINE!
2 comments:
You got issues bruh. Just wanted to get your attention. Almost 22, at home (from school), in a house of chaos. Your story resembles a lot of others, but don't let it get the best of you.
If you recognize a need for change, then YOU must take the first step. I don't want to speak from any platform so please don't view this post as such. I'm just yappin.
If you want to lose weight, find a few workout plans and scan out some yoga/other strengthening routines (internet). Try what you like out for a few weeks, switching for ease of mind and to stimulate your body to act. Don't depend on a drug for what YOU can do yourself (with the will/power of God). You WILL have to gain control of your diet, too, so you know. You want to get fiber and your ruffage in ya to start the other stuff OUT. Skinny people have issues with old crap in them (and get really ill), so please believe that you got some stuff to get rid of.
Don't put in your mind that the only solution to the issues at home is to leave. Sure, you will probably be relieved of a lot of it, but don't feed your mind the wrong solution. You gotta deal with the issues at home:
-Lil boys being disrespectful, talk to em. They running around, take them OUTSIDE. The dog sh*t on the floor, pick it up or have the boys clean it up. Ain't NO reason for leaving sh*t on the floor, period. I understand that you may feel like you're doing somebody else's job but you are setting an example. Get a leash (or two or three) and take the dogs out as much as you can.
-Tell your dad that you want to learn how to drive. Go to grocery store parking lots. Drive around blocks. Cross intersections. You have some time before you can hop on I-10, but it all leads up to that point.
-Go get a job. I think you're into photography or journalism. You may even volunteer [some] time to different groups. I don't know where you're staying in N.O. but ain't no such thing as too far out because you can always walk to the nearest bus route. Otherwise, tell ya people that you'll get up with whoever drives in town and get on ya grind.
-Intelligent young black man in N.O. you have plenty of options, but they don't always come knocking on the door. I am not a fan of putting money as a focus of success, because it ain't. "Give us this day our daily bread." It all comes from God, so don't get beside yourself when things start moving in that direction. You've put dedication in this blog. Develop your crafts and work to share with those around you.
-Don't believe in friends, society. We all have our shortcomings and potential to degrade others. Get in the Word and let Him reveal your direction. Listen to what people say because the actual is sometimes hidden in hypocrisy.
Blessings
dang man, you keepin' it real... haha! Thanks for that.
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