Guilty Conscience

Those Voices, I Hear Them, And when they talk I Follow.... Just kidding.

This morning i talked to Kandace about her situation with her ex and basically it sounds like they both still each other and dont know how to get each other back because of Grudges that he holds against her. She doesnt have a clue why he acts the way he does, she says she thinks something wrong with him... THIS Is where I came in with the Truth about everybody... We all are crazy in our own way. We all have SOMETHING wrong with us.

This is where I told her about situations where I liked somebody and I wanted to know about them without talking to them.. so I'd watch them alot ..or i'd go somewhere where i had seen them just to see if they'd again. Thats Crazy other than that, I'd talk to anyone else but the girl i have interest it.. or like the recent past. checking my ex's emails. blogs and searching the net to find our what was going on with that.. (but i think that was useful info that i needed to know thats also somewhat of a different situation). THAT is Crazy. part of that was because I didn't know how to approach females. and although I've had a girlfriend before and had been put in situations where i had to be straight up with the girls, i still have my fears of rejection and things like that .... after telling Kandace about That, it was like letting something go. I aint a stalker but.

Another reason I let her know that is because I felt that she was doing the same to her ex. You know .. Like Checking on them to see if they mention things about u in any way..

Well.. yeah.. we all have a Guilty Conscience and sometimes we do things that we find Weird in the end. I didnt realize how foolish it was in the past, but we all have to go though that. yeah, I still think of my Ex. and i wish that we were still Close friends. but I can control that sort of thing. its apart of life and we all go through it. . We just have to Know ourselves before we want to know too much about someone else..... sometimes finding out things could hurt you in the end, but yet be a life lesson as well.

All of this came about also because of The song she has on her myspace page "In My Mind" by Heather Headley Which I told her was a Stalker song in the beginning ..lol ..



Yall.. Kandace is my girl, sometimes i wish she could be more than just my friend. but hey. that my Buddy and I gotta keep her posted sometimes .. Being a Man, I just had to let that one loose. I told it to her. now im telling it to yall.. Shew man.. I've written about some situations in my past blogs so this is nothing compared to that ya know? .. well I'm Out .. Hope to Catch another call from Kandace tonight.


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