The Time I spend with her is great, but I don't see it going anywhere. I think I'm slowly going to let it fade. I'll roll with her but I'll try to keep my hands to myself.. She'll notice it soon. In a way I want her to read this someday. Hopefully she'll find it realizing that the charges I speak against her are true. and I the Righteous will some prevail.
There are many things I want to do with my life and I'd love it if she was part of it. But there are things that just make me not want to see her at all. when the truth comes out.. I'll be upset. but I know that I did right by god.