im off... Im not giving up.. and I tried living with my brother... his room gave me a cold .. lol...
anyway yall.. This JSU game is my last rip..
I talked to the Directors they did something about it.. but after a day of fussing with my parents about it .. Its like i dont have a choice .... I wanted to do the loans but then i was told to avoid them by Too Many people.
they want me to go to community college in N.O. where I dont want to go... Im Mad as hell.. im gonna apply at SUNO for the Spring.
Its just messed up .. ever since i got here I been making the RIGHT choices.. but as soon as i got in school things turned bad with them.. as if Everything im doing is stopping them from doing what they need to do...
they keep sayin i need to get it together... .. according to them that means "withdraw from all ur classes, quit band, go to N.O, Work and Go To College in N.O"... while im staying with them
But FORGET THAT.. WHEN I GET THE IM GETTIN OUT .. I Tried to Do all This stuff On My own.. just Being my OWN MAN.. and THEY STILL ACT LIKE IM YOUNG.. ..
I Come from a Family of HIGH SCHOOL DROP OUTS .. Majority of my Aunts and Uncles Including my mom.. never made it past 8th grade ...My Brother and I were the ONLY TWO in the family Attending HBCU's the others are in Community colleges...
..........Man.. Iono I dont even know what to write right now.. its so much on my mind..
anyway yall.. This JSU game is my last rip..
I talked to the Directors they did something about it.. but after a day of fussing with my parents about it .. Its like i dont have a choice .... I wanted to do the loans but then i was told to avoid them by Too Many people.
they want me to go to community college in N.O. where I dont want to go... Im Mad as hell.. im gonna apply at SUNO for the Spring.
Its just messed up .. ever since i got here I been making the RIGHT choices.. but as soon as i got in school things turned bad with them.. as if Everything im doing is stopping them from doing what they need to do...
they keep sayin i need to get it together... .. according to them that means "withdraw from all ur classes, quit band, go to N.O, Work and Go To College in N.O"... while im staying with them
But FORGET THAT.. WHEN I GET THE IM GETTIN OUT .. I Tried to Do all This stuff On My own.. just Being my OWN MAN.. and THEY STILL ACT LIKE IM YOUNG.. ..
I Come from a Family of HIGH SCHOOL DROP OUTS .. Majority of my Aunts and Uncles Including my mom.. never made it past 8th grade ...My Brother and I were the ONLY TWO in the family Attending HBCU's the others are in Community colleges...
..........Man.. Iono I dont even know what to write right now.. its so much on my mind..
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