It's Christmas eve

I'm posting late, I'll  be staying up (as usual), most likely the children are all gonna stay up to open their gifts. They've already got to open two because my nephew was anxious to open one.. also my neices had to get their early, they were getting their har done for tomorrow. umm.. I spoke with ashley today. I hadnt talked to kandace in 2 days, I guess its time for her to have her space with the fella now though. I

I shouldn't be felling like this, but when I don't hear from Kandace, It feels like Im missing out on something. I shouldn't be that way because I think it seems selfish. Today was a dumb day. I hope they dont tell me anything. I hope that my other family is alright. I looked at some old posts I did from last year around this time.  after reading some of that stuff yall. It made me realize how  much I care about people, especially my ex. because most of that was about her. I think i should give her a call. I dont know though. either that, or let it be ...

My fot is numb, ,u brother just passed gas and the smell of food is thick! (if ya know what i mean. tomorrow will be a noisy day..

oh well... Merry Christmas and all that other stuff yall celebrate

Note from the Book