So my brother's coming home

After marching three years at TSU, Jaime's being told to come home, so he will. Its sad man, yeah he's messed himself up but still. My momma, and sister is treatin him like he's a child. they went hin to come home because they assume he'd do better (survival wise) is school. THAT doesn't make sense. My dad thinks that he can join the millitary and be in the band. THATS NOT WHAT MY BROTHER WENT TO SCHOOL FOR!! .. not BAND.. and if anything not MILITARY BAND.. ITS TWO DIFFERENT THINGS!! .. dummie just dont understand! ..lol .. anyway .. Yeh ,, He assumes that my brother wont go to war.because he'd be in band .. NAH MAN.. IT DONT WORK LIKE THAT! .. for my brother .. he was going to school for music education. .. He'd learn to KILL PEOPLE in the military.. he wont Finish up his major there. My dad things that Well if he goes in the millitary he can come out and finish up his schooling. .. shew they'd send him off to war in a minute


I know his leaving is going to be a big disappointment for the Ocean. but it happens to the best of us. I just know im gonna be getting that call from our friends wondering Why he left...Part of its on him. The rest is on my folkx for doing him the same thing they did me.

all they're gonna do id Drill him and drive him about being home all the time when he does come home. They make us feel like kids .. im 23 and my brother is 20 .. they want us to live their lives. not live our own. My dad assumes that If i go to JobCorps they'll train me to use PC's .. DAWG I KNOW HOW TO USE A PC. THEY AINT GONNA CERTIFY ME THERE. lol JobCorps to me is for people who need to learn a skill that they DONT KNOW not Enhance it.

As for the Military.. WE DONT WANNA DIE!! we got things to know and learn, ..I Can't DRIVE, Job corps wont help that. . My brother has a learners permit . but he isn't allowed to drive AT ALL!! .. Uhhh.. WHY?? OH BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE LICENSES AND WE'RE NOT INSURED!! and thats why they don't show us. Hmm.. man this is ridiculous.

Its so much that they THINK they're doing that will help us move foward but yet were deprived because THEY WANT TO MAKE OUR CHOICES .. one day im gonna leave and Finish Breaking my back so they can really see what their Hard working son has done. . and that will be Nothing but Live to Die. and I dont wanna live like that. I wanna Live and be happy

yeah my brother was living with his girlfriend .. but that was because he allowed her to move in. THAT could've been me living there. I wouldn't mind going to live in houston. but it seems like nobody trusts us when we're out. its just that stupid man. just stupid. We need our lives too ya know.