Glad @ The Moment

LOL, About An Hour ago a friend of mine hit me up on facebook to say hi. I thank her for that. It was unexpected. I had a big smile on my face ..lol .. That made my day ..lol Who was that Friend .. none other than The Amazing one herself.

Isn't She A Beauty? .. I mean Really! ..lol

That's all I can say about that.

Surrounding yourself with good people is a wonderful thing. It's what Happens throughout the friendship that can make it last or break that up. I know that there are things that I shouldn't be doing. I guess I'll have to stop because its just wrong. I must stop in order to preserve the friendships . than destroy them. I really Appreciate My Friends. I just don't want to lose them.

Honestly, With all the female friend I have now. I guess it makes up for my past. because I have always been shy when It comes to talking to beautiful females. The Internet has made that easy yet. it's helped me socialise with those same girls in public. I also thank my camera for a boost in confidence. In the past I rarely conversed with females unless their connection with me was the girlfriend of a friend. and usually I wouldnt say much to them. either.

I might have this conversation with Ashley when I get up. thats my Crabs sister from TSU.. She's a great person. but usually don't talk to her about this kind of stuff. but I havea good reason to. I'm 24 and is in the Mist of Reinventing myself. Ashley could Seriously help me out with that. LOL

A while back I wrote on here that I seriously dont't need a Girlfriend, because with all my female friends. I don't need one because I feel that they all play an equal role as being My girlfriends ..LOL But Honestly, It's nothing like having that one person you could share your life with ,, Thats the only thing I miss about being in a relationship. at the same time. Having all those female friends now seems to make me not want to have a GF.

With that said. Althought I really would love to be with a Girl around my age. It seems like Older women are walking in my path. as for me. I refuse to even try t date someone my older sisters age. or even Younger than My brother for that matter. My limits and Boundaries have always been the same. I try to be Respectful to those I come across. I just don't want to be looked at aas a weekling. I love My Friends and I love the ladies more. Yeah I have my picks and chooses. but usually my choices are great. its those who I choose that normally don't give me the time or day.. And This is why I don't mind having them as friends only. my fear of rejection I will someday overxome. LOL athough I'd attempt to flrt in a playful way with some of them. Being Rejected really hurts esoecially being told to u in your face .. It always makes me question myself about my looks or the way I speak.and other things in general..... but hey Thats just the way Life is ....

As for me. I just wan't to be Happy!

Note From The Book