I just forwarded tx messages to some of my phone friends (because i just learned how to foward) .. that said
"Thoughts of Her still Creep n my dreams, Blinded By her Lies She wont tell The truth. I wake up and it doesnt Exist... Nightmare"
It relates to This Entry about the dream I had... about my ex... I sent another message stating that It related to the fact that It was around this time of year where I found out that she had another dude...people gave me all kinds of detail on that.. during that time i found out a the name of the guy and everything, but when i confronted her about it, she wouldnt admit to it....
that was a wild trial that has never been settled.. the only setteling was a break up that only hurt me .... and yeah i still care .. I guess thats why the argument came back in a dream
like i said... the dream as as if we had talked about recently. but she still wont fess up.. as if the guilt is still there... lol To tell u the truth.. I would be glad if she came foward with the truth. I'd still be cool about it ....lol
My good Friend and School buddy Cecily sent me a message saying "it is a nigntmare to still love someone who doesnt love you" ..lol TRUTH! .. Yeah its still in my conscience at a moment where i aint happy with myself but Imma be strate ..lol
No Biggie!
Note From The Book
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