everytime these kats need something, they call me. I dont have anything other than the skill they don't and They USE ME cause of my connections. but I'm gonna have to lay low on that note. Re evaluate myself or something. It's 11:31 and I'm Sitting in Bug Fog thinking about Re-Inventing myself.
I sit here daily getting angry at the news. all the daily mishaps are giving me the blues. and then i ain't living how I am supposed to. this is why i wrote the last blog about what I gotta do. It's sad on my part for not moving fast. doing things slow and ending up last. That ain't all. Im just tired. I really need good sleep. it's a shame man.
I ain't even thinking straight. yet i look at those around me and I realize that I ain't doin' so great. I'm just Expected to do what I do and thats all I Do. when will this stop? iono it's up to me.. thats why I gotta be out like yesterday.. its confusing though. I gotta depend on public transportation to get things my way. but i have to be home before 6 or it'll be the end of that.
I think im gonna try to do this music thang this week. .. well .. nah.. I'll see. I'll ask my sister when she's off or something. I need to Renew me for real
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