Trying to Keep My Composure

I’m not angry I just realize that things are not moving in the direction that I see fit. I Think the best thing i can do in this case is just let it flow. Honestly I want it. but fear and the madness of life is making me wonder.

It’s been a long times since i’ve had someone to call my own, but is it worth risking my own life to make something good happen? I mean chick had a head on her shoulders but females as a whole are confusing to me.  yet you can’t always find the pure breed no mater how deep you go to find it, I mean hey Jesus even had a woman who had been through some stuff in her life. . I personally have none. and that’s where I fall short.

Somebody Save Me ..