Tuesday, September 03, 2019

I guess I should stop trying to save the world.

So I came to Houston last Thursday for a battle of the bands event. I also came to see a friend. This is a friend who I have had interest in for over a decade, I like her a lot, and finally this week we have had our first date.

So much has been said and it's so much to say, but I like her a lot. She got me to realize that much of the philosophy that I I have myself, I'm not using it for my own progress.

I have spent my days trying to do right by other people and  have slowed myself down in the process. There are things that I haven't done that I need to do to see progress in my life,  the problem is , I haven't acted upon it .  Yet I really want to act upon it, that sounds weird, but that's just the way it is.I'm at war with myself.

As for her!
This woman, if I could make this one work long-term, I would be very happy. I could say a whole lot, but in a way I can't. I would hope to make something of this. If not now, in the future, I am hopeful. And this is something that I've told her in the past and it is the sum of everything that we have actually discussed. In the end, in order to do right that someone like her, I have to get myself together. I'm just glad she likes me for me.

She brought along another friend who I've known forever up. It was great to see her as well. Honest truth I just wanted to be alone with my date, but in a way I'm glad to have had that third party.

Today hopefully I will take the lead and make this happen, I just want to do right for the right reasons. For myself

I don't live to impress people, but I do want to make everyone feel happy for me, and that's a problem because I'm not happy myself, happiness is temporary, but it is still attainable through progress, how am I going to progress if I am idle purposely, as my friend said, it's a choice. And it's time to choose to better myself.

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