Honestly, I’m Tired of Pleasing people. at the end of the day, I’m the Least appreciated for what I do. So I’m going to attempt at doing something to Make myself happy and attempt to turn down anything that is or may become a distraction.
My thing is that I Do a whole lot of things, People like what I do, but there are a few people who think that I’m Obligated to serve them. First they want everything “On Call”.. and and the end, they don’t appreciate what I do. They just ask me to Do it, because they know I have the skill to do so. They don’t understand how this stuff is Time consuming and when I say “No” they think I’m trying to play them.. Nah Man… You ain’t paying me, so don’t RUSH me.
I Have so many other things I could be doing with my time than doing something for The next man. This entry is about everybody who seems to want things out of me for Free. I Am not a Service Provider. and If I was, You’d be Paying me. It’s not cool to get over.
and to Be honest, when I do things, I don’t ask for money… But cats don’t Offer either. They don’t say “Can you do this”.. they say “ I NEED YOU”… Man You don’t NEED ME.. you “WANT MY SERVICES” .. the minute I say no. You’re gonna feel Played. as if I’m doing you wrong.
at the end of the day, I’m doing Myself wrong.. So How bout I just do for Myself, make Me happy, do something that consumes my time Just enough for me to Say No because i “Really” have no time to be Doing what you Want..
.. Every Day.. “Book, I Need You”… well hey, when am I going to Ever Need You?.. .I’m Just Sayin…
I am The Book, and I Will Do What I Do For Me!
Note From The Book