Listening to love songs all week has got me feeling lonely. Certain songs bringing me back to moments where I liked a certain girl and dreamed of being "That Guy" then it made me realize how Great artist who sang beautiful music about having a great relationship or being a great man or woman to their spouse, they Died single.
I don't wanna be that guy, I wan't a girl........... With a short skirt, and a long jacket (Cake) LOL!
But really, I Need somebody, I need somebody, I need somebody (Black & Blues by Al Jarreau)
But really though, Maybe i need to open myself up to other women that usually I wouldn't pay any mind. There are women that Like me that I have purposely disconnected with for whatever reason. but usually it's because I didn't have interest in them, So I didn't bother to give them the time of day beyond friendship. and even that faded because no communication on my part isn't good.. I love talking to women, I wanna hang out with them, But I haven't quite come across one That I like... That's the hard part because everybody's type, ain't my type.
As for me, I thinl too often, Sometimes I think that if other folks felt my pain, they'd probably explode. I personally wish I had the ability to Hulk out. It's like there are things that I want, that I can't have or don't have and it's because i'm not in a position to have. therefore I'm angry at myself. it's outrageous But I live.
Most of all, I'm tired of being The Lonely Man...