In about 5 minutes we’re about to hit up the Prayer circle and end this year right!..
It’s just Wild man!!! lol
I really don’t have much to say other than Be Safe, Be Well…
….Live Long and Prosper and May the force be with you… LOL
Signing off for the Decade
The Book
You know, It’s one thing to send an event invitation, but why send 24 invites to 1 event. I deleted this guy from my friends list because he sends event invitations like chain letters. that’s Facebook Abuse. Why would someone RSVP to the same event more than once. it’s not like there’s a guest list or something.
What kind of Mess is that..
My Saint's Row 2 for PC came In the Mail today, I registered earlier but Its taking 4 Hours To Upload.. I’m on the 2 Hour Mark Now…
So This is what I’m waiting on… In the Meantime I’m watching ECW..
Tommy Dreamer is Retiring Tonight.. This is most likely his real Retirement.
Oh man, Here’s One thing can say why I wouldn’t Mess with Certain Females.
Im reading this Twitter Feed and these girls are just throwing themselves out there in a bad way. and then they want to know why they get that bad treatment. they post things like this
See what I Mean? that’s sad…
This Time she Asked, How does she Set up Wireless. I replied that It should already be on, all you have to do is scan for a signal. She replied that she did it and It couldn’t find a connection. I told her that all she needs is to set up a Wireless Router. She said “I Have That”..I responded, That it should have picked up if it’s wireless. I asked if she had Linksys. Then she Responded “Don’t Worry, Well Figure it out”…
End of Convo
So Now I’m like.. Okay, You asked me about setting it up, but you didn’t tell me what you wanted to be set up exactly. Next time she asks me something I’m going to ask for details because She could have been talking about Anything. I assumed she was talking about on a laptop being that when I asked her about scanning for a signal she said she tried it. After asking about the Router it makes me wonder if she even had the Router hooked up. or if she was asking me to help her set That up.. But hey she didn’t give any detail.
How To set up Wireless .. “ON WHAT???”.. A Desktop?, Laptop?, Phone? Game System? Printer? Give me details so I can know. and If it is a PC, Tell me what Version and Not the Brand Please. I can Not Navigate you through this if I do not get some detail. 
Note, This was the same girl who asked about that laptop the other day, I also forgot to mention the fact that she auctioned thru ebay because she wanted a computer with 8 hours of battery life. when most of the really good systems only had 4 hours worth. So she want to ebay where a guy said the product was brand new and has 8 hours of battery life. She Paid over $500.00, this is why she expected that to be shipped so quickly… Now Suppose this guy sends her a faulty product. you can’t blame Me because you got what you paid for. Note she could have gotten a better deal from Amazon or Wal-Mart.. but she was stuck on Battery Life. I hope the Battery is Bad when she gets it. then she’d realize that what I told her made a lot of sense. “Don’t Worry about the battery, focus on that pc’s performance level”. But No, Don’t listen to The Book Because The Book is Wrong.. Okay.. When you get your bad Laptop in January don’t thank Nor apologize to me. because apparently I don’t deserve it for all the Help you asked me for…. Don’t curse at me because You don’t Know anything.
There was a some other girl on Twitter who asked “What was the top 3 Laptops?. then saying “I Know Mac Is one But I want to Know some more”… See, hats when you don’t know things about Computers. Mac is not a Laptop Its an Operating System which has its own Versions Branded Laptops called “MacBooks” .. which is made up of Hardware created specifically to handle MacOS X… If I Install Windows 7 on a MacBook, its No longer a Mac..
And Just because for more, What would she expect to be told? WindowsOS and ChromeOS? .. No She Would have probably expected someone to Name a Brand Like Dell, Gateway or HP… That’s just how Illiterate to Technology people are… If You have a Mac and have no Clue which version of The Operating System you are using. YOU NEED TO BE SLAPPED!.. Same for PC Users, Toshiba and HP are is not an Operating system!.. I didn’t ask you your Brand!!!
I Also hate when Mac Users say “Mac’s don’t get Viruses” .. YES THEY DO!!.. They get Malware and spyware. And there are Anti-Malware Programs for that OS.
Also. Why is it that people are Fixed on Brands and not the the product itself. For Example. Ipod is an MP3 Player/… But Every MP3 Player is Not An IPod.
My thing is this, It’s not about The Shell it’s about the Hardware and the The Software. Get it Right or Pay the Price.
Note From The Book
I Responded (here’s our convo)Her: im trackin this lame A** Laptop, n its telling me it hasn't been sent yet, its been 1-2 days
Him: sum ppl take longer, they gonna ship it tho
Her: : its priority shippin n everything, 2-3day shippin, paypal say it was sent on the 23 usps says it was informed on the 24th… requested to b informed via email as to the status of the (location) n they gave me another lable (tracking) number
ME: remember its the holidays, its gonna come after January.
Her: thats a week, no its not
ME: I ordered a game from Amazon 4 days ago. shipping is 3 to 5 days because of Holiday shipping ended before christmas it'll be here by January 4th
Her: im not gonna accept that, i want ma money back if that is ture
Her: im serious, im flashin out
ME: but its common for holiday shipping
Her: its pissin me off…. look voice of reason
ME: No shipping takes place until after the 1st at this point, so where ever that thing is.. its gonna be there for the remainder of the year
Her: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH F*** U no its not
ME: hey I'm just stating the truth
Her: no thats lies
Her: ________________________ ignoring josh now
ME: look up UPS and USPS Christmas shipping they're off
Her: ma dad went to work today n**** wat u mean
ME: he a post man?
Her: duh lol
ME: does he deliver Packages?
Her: yea if its on his route ,i dont wanna talk about it no more… please
Her: f*** it , i dont care about it no more
Her: i dont care if it never f***ing comes
ME: It'll be there e after January ..lol
Her: didnt i say i dont fuckin care
So I Took my Boots off and well, they were Muddy inside.. WHY? IONO maybe dirt buildup and sweaty feet made that happen, so you know what I’m doing to day.. Soaking the Boots, They’re already old, I want a New Pair but i don’t know where to find them here in N.O.
What’s Pictured is the Design of boot I have, but I may have to get a new design. Magnum Stealth series. The later designs are ugly but I love the boot!
I’ve had them for like 3 years. yeah Sad but true ..LOL well yeah. I have other sneakers but I prefer boots.
Man, I Enjoyed This morning, with the exception of Jaime, my whole immediate family was here. and well Surprise surprise. everybody got what they wanted, My niece tory teared up when she Opened her Gift. it was a Laptop, a Bag, and everything. Windows 7, a wide screen Toshiba. I need to Invest in a windows 7 OS. I have a laptop and desktop pc that just wouldn't be able to handle thet OS.
My Other Nice got a Karaoke Machine, Its Nice! Real Nice!. My Nephew and brother got PSP Go’s.. They’re cool i guess, My nephew got a load of games, my brother recieved 1 game for his Xbox.
I think my christmas was well. I should have went back to sleep. because I know my niece and nephew will be here after 7. But I’m good because I took a few naps. LOL
It was a Joy i tell you..
Every day is a new Eye opener in my opinion. its like All this “Inside stuff” is becoming publically displayed. its unexpected therefore slightly shocking. it almost ruins my interest level to an extent.
For the past year whether by phone or by forum or in this blog, I talked with folks/ wrote about how peoples minds are warped by an Image/reputation vs the Person in real life. its like the people who at once may have seemed to have a set standard and reputation to live up to. have set their “Image” aside to show off how they really are.
Now for me, I’m an advocate of being real up front. which most people are. yet they all seem to be living a double life or maybe even a Triple life… I would use Tiger Woods as an example but nah. I’d say it this way, You have a News Anchor, we see them doing their work so we assume that they are that way all the time. but off camera, you may see their more Human side when around family or during leisure time, yet they’re still keeping it “Pro”.. and then there’s that side that they have outside of The public that just makes you wonder why they decide to bring that image out of their respective Closets.
I talked to a friend of mine earlier this year about something she was going through and how she felt that its hard to be real with people because you have so many people that make assumptions based mainly off appearance. and how she felt that when she steps outside its only a shell of who she is on the inside. how people may assume she’s doing great because she appears to be in a bright mood at all times. yet there’s the real side where she’s struggling just like everyone else and she goes thru things that she feels that nobody would understand, and that's mainly because of her level of popularity she’s accumulated by being part of being a dancer.
She said that Being a Dancers helps her escape her pain and is the real her. but aside from that she’s not trying to put on a front, she just has to make her self look presentable, but as she said to me, its not the real Her when she walks out of her home and is “happy go lucky” its a way to escape the things that she goes thru on a daily basis.
With others, Its totally different. Where you’re basically trying to live out the image that people have gotten from you on a public light, and then going to do something totally opposite of the image you have made for yourself.
There’s also that group of Girls who are trying to live out 2 different kinds of Fantasy Lifestyles. and in one lifestyle its a putting front of a High Class image, in public and then the Other one where defy the standard that you have once claimed to be.. I can’t trust it
Sometimes I feel like this, If it’s something you wouldn’t dare to say our do around your friends & family. don’t do it in public because it takes away from the squeaky clean image that you may have. Not necessarily adding to it.
For Example:
Tiger Woods Until we saw his Dark Side, which that was his business … but Im mainly referring to the women who slept with him considering themselves Classy.. wow.. Not by a long shot.
You get the point?… Nobody’s Perfect. But I’d say that If you have an image to live up to. at least stay within the boundaries of what you represent.
I honestly don’t know how to end this one right now. But I’ll say that. When I become aware of things. It either becomes more attracting or a turn off.. and 9 times out of 10. I'm not going to like it when someone exploits themselves. or at least shatter the image people had once known them for… it’s like “Now I look at you differently”…
Well, It’s Life…
Not So Many Dead People blogs.. For real, Like Too many people Died this year to be ringing in the Next year with Madness.
Where’s Team America? I’m just saying You just had a Nigerian try to Blow up a Plain.. FAIL!! That would have been more deaths in 2009..
And what about the Local Murder Rate 169… Thats Still Too Many… 2008 was 179 .. lets hope it doesn't surpass that.. or got forbid it reaches the 2007 mark @ 210 before the year is out.. smh
Talk about a Slight Drop in Murders.. i cant even consider 10 less people a Slight Drop.. because by December 31st there could be more Murders…
Lets hope not..
You know the guy with the Mind, The one who Inspired Rain Man.. yeah man. He died
I was Browsing my Google Reader and I saw this on The Savy Sista’s Blog
I replied to that entry aww, I remember seeing a Number of TV Documentaries about him. Such Great Mind..
2009, a year of many notable deaths, whether personal, or famous, or just plain out interesting people.
Rest In Peace Kim Peek
Kurtis Blow was in 70’s Recovery mode at this time, I’d hear this song every year, but it’s like, Wow! seeing the Video. That was a talented dude. .. Rapping in a Suit.. Not a T Shirt, Nor a Costume as the Originals did in the 70’s .. This is wild man..
Celebrate People!
Seems like everyone wants the forum to change for the better, Therefore with the help of Slaw Busters Inc. the Site will be just a little more Interesting. On the site I basically vowed that something was going to happen to provoke Change. well yeah. SBI was it.
But Really, from the folks I’ve talked to. they want to see an environment suitable for everyone. for the past 2 years there’s been nothing but useless smack talk and chatter about random nothing. No Real Discussion. at this point. I’m gonna make it my duty to seek out and Take care of the Biz that makes it less attractive.
There will be Moderators on each forum, There will Be More Group Action. and I’m not talking about Groups as in the kind you set up on a page. I’m referring to an actually group of people who are socially Incline. .. While using an Online Group to to whatever they’d like. Just to have a little “Group Rivalry” on the forum as DSRT did, COS did, ODS did and so on… I just want more social activity on the site as we did before it was a Ning hosted site. back then we’d hope for those kinds of features. now we have them and nobody’s using them.
Can’t wait til that Time!! HA!
I really don’t need to say much about it other than, I love and Miss my cousin. but Life goes on.
This it wild to me, I wanted to write on it “the day of” but i had so m
uch going on.
I Could seriously see somebody like Ricardo Montalban, or Walter Cronkite, dying, they were older than my Grandparents. But Brittany Murphy dying on “Natural Causes” makes me just want to attempt at losing weight again.
I haven’t seen Many movies with her in them, but I’ve seen her in Clueless and 8 Mile along with a number of Sitcoms and TV shows she played in two Totally different kinds of rolls and she was Great at it. There were behind the scenes footage of her doing character voice over's and things… I had no Clue she was the voice of “Gloria” in Happy Feet.. she was pretty good at it. THAT MOVIE WAS CRAZY! .. “PENGUINS WOO!!” lol I’ve also seen her in a few sitcoms when she was younger, always playing the “Clumsy Friend” roles.
I can Say that I was a fan of Brittany Murphy. and I think its sad that she died, they say natural causes but this just about brings me back to Heath Ledgers Situation. the difference is, he died it a hotel on drugs. I guess being that they were both young Hollywood stars makes them similar.
Rest In Peace Brittany Murphy.
Dunging the Saints vs Cowboys Opening, there was a brief moment of silence in respect to Chris Henry.
This guy was a star in the making, I really didn’t know much about him. but I feel that his situation is pretty messed up. Same as The situation with Steve McNair. but wow man 2009 was just a year of Many Deaths. Times are changing folks.
With him being from Belle Chasse High just ties it closer to home. It’s like when These guys become professionals, the things outside of their profession always lead into bad situations. It’s sad to know of this mans passing, he was only 26. he has a whole lot ahead of him, bigger than the “Baby Mama drama” so to speak.. It wasn’t something worth dying for.
Rest In Peace Chris Henry
*Shocking Revelation*
Lol, Yeah, Seems Like I’ve been using that term for the past 3 days now. I guess its one of those things that I'd be saying before Telling folks something that either I just figured out, or something that just came to mind that I assume they don’t know. .. But yeah Saying it in a rather humorous manner. nothing too serious. Unless.. well yeah.. Unless it’s Serious.
For Example, The other day a friend of mine was told about the Illuminati, and I explained some of the agenda according to conspiracy theorist. then I showed her a video of Chappelle’s interview on “Inside the Actors Studio” basically where he asked “What’s Wrong With Hollywood” .. Basically speaking of Actors doing odd things and the media making them seem Crazy. There’s something behind it. Although Chappelle didn’t speak Directly of the situation. He was speaking of The Agenda of Illuminati. To Distract the Minds of The Masses as The They Make Laws to Destroy our freedoms and spend big bucks behind the scenes.
I also told her about the NWO and how its Not a Group, and that its only The Idea of our Founding Fathers which Every President trys to Fullfill by taking It from “ The New World” (aka The Americas) to Global Domination. I also Explained that The Goal is Evil but the Intentions are Good. But it’s not the same as the Illuminati. as I said, The Illuminati is only That which creates and puts out the Propaganda and Hope that we Believe it. They Work in 2 ways, Subliminally or Directly. most of the Time Subliminal is the way to go. Due to its Indirect ways of Bringing someone to Light. Many feel that the The Many Masonic Orders are behind that. when They’re Just Societies with people in Power. these Groups may have Influence but not Total control.
If You’re Unconscious of the Illuminati, They Can Trap you easier than someone who Knows their works.. But Yet That's the Point. They Want you to Know they Exist. I have no problem with the Illuminati because in a way. they’re telling you That You SHOULD be Conscious of Everything. Otherwise You’re going to Get Caught up and Die because of it It’s the NWO thing I have a Problem with. Why? Because The Laws have taken Affect in places all over. Its just a matter of time till we have a global meltdown. That is Ungodly and Prophetic.
As I Told Ashley, Its Less about it’s only about Enlightenment. Not everyone can sit and analyze every situation whether political or not and say “ahh its evil” because many times it’s not. I also told her that, Many of the same thing Blacks Blame Whites for have nothing to do with Whites, because Everybody’s affected by the Agendas of the Powers that Be. so Just like Black folks blame “The Man” … The Illuminati is like “The Man Behind The Man”.. so to speak.
As I would say. You’re Never supposed to Look at something just one way. Open your eyes and and Wake Up, You’ll probably realize There’s More to every situation that what you know.
What’s Worse?, Being Watched and Having No Clue, or Knowing that you’re being watched? … That’s where the Term “Big Brother Is Watching You” comes in to play.
A great example is Crime Cameras and Traffic Cams. You KNOW they’re there. because they’re there to control you. so you stay On Guard.. basically “Obeying their Laws”… Lets say You DIDN’T Know.. you just ran a red light, Now there’s a Ticket in your mailbox with your photo inside.and your like “When was this”… That only means They GOT YOU. and they want you to know that They Exist.
That’s How it wotks.. Your Sense of Awareness is should be your guide. If it looks dangerous. get out of it. If its something you’re not Familiar with. Don’t get in to it Unless you Read up on it. .. It’s Better to Know than to Not know at all.
and There you have it. a *Shocking Revelation*
So yeah, I was on the Bandhead.org (as usual) reading a smack thread, this dude Goku mentions SBI after going hard in a Smack thread. it was Funny. but at the same time. My boys Dejuan and S. Paul asked about a Return. as well as PVSAX99. so i’m like .. yeah, but no…
Then. Dejuan took the Image from the sites SBI Group to Facebook, he started tagging people who were members, So then After, I started doing the same. I created a totally new Image. While thinking about it. I Realized that it all started in 1999. at that point after Creating the Image, I Tagged All the people I could think of. It was kind of cool to bring back those memories.
SupaKat said it wouldn’t have crossed his mind hadn’t I brought it up. He spoke of how SBInc has seemed to change the forum environment during its reign. Duiring its Expansion it became the Enforcers of every band forum, which was Tight, everybody wanted to BE SBI, I got in in 2003. and now its 09 and with my boys and Trey Requesting a return. it’s like having a mini Comeback.
I hope it works, last time It was a failed attempt. for the most part. I chose the right people. but the site shut down and Slaw retuned only to haunt the to New Site.
I even Took away someone's Membership (for political reasons) to allow S, Paul membership before i take in a new bunch of Recruits. I had too due to that persons Unwillingness to rejoin the site. he won’t mind he was part of a set that did nothing. at this point I think it will be great. I already know who I want too.
Slaw Busters Inc: A Decade of Domination! .. Wow man!.. 10 years!
Well, I just got Boxee. its probably the coolest media center i’ve ever come across, and it works great on my XP. I have XP Professional so there is no Media Center on here. and well. rather than going to Shoutcast, Pandora. or Slacker Radio I can stream the radio through Boxee.
There are Other things Boxee Does, but I think Radio will be my primary thing. it also will update Twitter, and Facebook. to let folks know what's playing. Most people would say its a privacy issue. but I think it’s cool. Besides. Boxee is what you call a Social Media Center.
My New Blackberry came In
….. and the only Problem, I guess its a refurbished phone; The J button has to be pushed with more pressure and well The Receiver doesn't sound clear as the last one. But I’ll deal with it, being that i Broke my last phone by removing something i really shouldn’t have.Aside from that. I got my Apps and services back rolling and also Decided to Take a chance at using Apps i haven't used before.
For Example. I’ve been Using Seesmic Desktop for Windows, Its Just like Tweetdeck Desktop app, and I’ve used Ubertwitter to “Tweet” on the go. Now I’m using Seesmic For Blackberry and well.. I haven’t logged in yet. Ubertwitter, was nice, Tweedeck’s mobile is for Iphone. and Seesmic is New to the Mobile Scene so I’m supporting them. I love the web Client they have as well because it allows you to log in to Facebook. on the Mac Version of Seesmic it also allows you to Log on to Facebook.
For Searching and other things Online, I Now have Both the Bing and Google Apps. I had to Re-sync my Phone so I used the Google Sync for that as well. I need to see what's in store on the Bing app. I may have to download the Battery Pull App Again Maybe I'll try Mapquest’s App too. but Nah. I’m good. the only things I haven’t really Re-downloaded due to Clutter, aside from ubertwitter, are, Slacker Radio, Opera Browser and The Blackberry App. They took of lots of space. I really didn’t need them. I like Slacker though.
I’m about to download boxee on my other desktops. other than that. I have to upload some pictures to Myspace for my cousin. so I’ll be Blogging later.
Note From The Book
There’s this person on the sport named Tiffani, Tiffani has been causing a lot of arguments on the site since the beginning of the fall. on many occasions i’d receive phone calls asking if I’d band This person. but I’ve had no reason to. But I realized that something was wrong.
Most recently I’ve been getting messages from Tiffani asking me to “Stay Fair” when moderating the forum. Mainly because I banned “Ryan” which was a false account. and because of some forum controversy. they all speak “Freedom of Speech” when I start closing threads .. yada yada ..
Example:
Book, I want to remind you that this public site is popular because the different array of viewpoints and I'm aware that there is a lil click here on this site of bandheads and some are allowed to say things and others get banned. You are a really good moderate but people are noticing that you let some of your FRIENDS get away with things moreso than others.
I'm not a problem for you on this site, but it's easy to banned me if you like to get rid of any potential threat, which I'm not. People love reading what I have to say. My sayings are disrespectful and I don't use all those curse words.
With all of this said I wonder whaat will happen to wondertwin for what she said.
So After trading Messages, I realized This Person is trying to get in Good with me. And at this point I went to Investigate.
On Many Occasions Prior to this, I’d just watch posting patterns and yeah Tiffani only speaks highly of 2 dance lines, like a Typical Froot would do. and then he'd just Post the Worst of things about others. and I’d talk to Jermani about Tiffani due to Situations where they’d argue for hours. she assumed it was a guy I banned from the old forum, but its not. other than that, many him banned for being the so controversial.
Just like Jermani Assumed, I found out Tiffani was a Male named Tim somewhere in Mississippi, he’s about 30 years old and well.. Likes boys.. smh..
Fooling with me is where he messed up at. Now he’s trying to get in good with me, He doesn’t realize he could be band Simply because pretending to be something he’s not. It would be EVIL to Expose him based on the info I found. but that’s what he’s asking for. I won’t do that.
But man, Today i got up and i talked to Jermani about what i’ve found out. I also told my STM folks that I’ll wait until January to ban Him. you see, I want to see how He reacts after a special event takes place. after that He’s Gone!
lol.. It’s a “Gotcha” moment ya know..
You see him Tryin’ to Secondline! ..LOL this Cracked me up the first few times I saw it… LOL!
Ronnie Lamarque Deserves an award for these commercials man..lol
So I’m Watching this news Report, some folks got arrested today at the end of a sting operation, each suspect came out of the home laughing and giggling.
at this point it made me wonder,Why? that's embarrassing. which yeah its early in the morning and everything. . I guess ole dude didn’t have on a shirt so they put one on him after being cuffed. (LOL).. but it’s wild because they weren’t Angry like most people who get Busted. they were Laughing as if its not that big of a deal.
Maybe its not though, at least on their part because they only have to defend themselves. other than that. maybe they are the pushers, but it’s likely that the suppliers are of a 3rd party which they may not have access to nor control over.
I remember a while back they caught some Hispanic men caught up in a drug ring. Maybe this is all apart of the same ring. being that this is the end of the Raid and whatnot.
I just find it Odd that as i said, These folks on the clip were Smiling rather than looking like monsters when caught… That’s just wild to me.
Aight, Technically, if I’m on the phone with You… and your Receiver is Loud, why would you complain that I’m Loud? .. This girl hanged up on me Last night because of all people on the phone with us, I was the loud one.. Yet I was talking normally. SHE had her receiver up high. That’s not my problem.
Yet she set for like 30 minutes Arguing with A load of people as i said very little.. son as I begin to speak. I’m Loud? yet she’s the one mad because everyone else is interrupting what was supposed to be Our conversation.. smh… we were on the Phone 3 way, the she called some random party line just to mess with folks .. They’re just Arguing up a storm.. She got so bothered she switched Channels… So she’s like “Josh” .. i said .. I’m Here .. she’s like “Bruh U Loud”.. she hung up the phone.. i tried calling Back Twice.. no Answer… She’s going to feel played when I don’t call her… . She’s going to call up from her Cell and I'm going to be like “Im on the Phone” .. cause THAT WAS RUDE! ..lol
.. On to something else..
Ahh Man This Fool Keeps Texting Me, I don’t want to be bothered with this guy though. So. I connected to this cat from GSU via facebook after someone tagged his pics. Then he said “hey you’re the dude from the games” I said YEAH… he was like “I need a video/photo shoot, can u do it”… I stated that I didn't have the right kind of equipment to do so… He Said, “Well It doesn’t matter I just need this done”…
At this point He said, I’ll Text you the Information, What's your number.. So I gave it to him.. to make a long story short. The Fool said “I Want Nudes”… I denied him.. he was like “ I Got Money” .. I Don’t do that kind of stuff… he was like “But I got Money” .. I Ignored his text at that point… yet he still Texts me. “Whats Up” during the day……
I don’t know what’s up with this Cat, but I ain’t gay. the fool is Here in N.O Today. he was here since Monday.. I gave him the wrong address so he can stop asking to Meet up.. Man, I told this dude I just don’t do Naked pictures of anybody. That ain’t me.. Man.. I only do BAND stuff. when it has nothing to do with Band, it ain’t of my concern.
the dude was like “why have you been ignoring my text”.. I told the fool I was on the Phone.. when I’m on the phone I can’t Receive texts… I even told him i have a Girlfriend (which that's a lie) .. But he’s like “ I Guess”… then he says .. “ I still want that shoot” .. I replied “Not Today”.. and that was all..
.. At this Point I don’t understand why those who want to connect with me, always seem to have Serious Issues.. In this case. I’m not going to be Bribed in to a favor .. Especially when it involves some Gay stuff like that.. With that said, I wouldn’t want any Naked body’s on my PC anyway.
Man.. Folks have Issues.. I’m about to Chill out at this point..
Note From The Book
You know, When I was younger, we had “Texas Blues” and “Texas Greens” by the Hundreds because they’d grow and get pregnant… when we didn’t want anymore, We Threw them in the Bayou. Maybe other folks did this too.
I just heard this News report about Too many Cichlids in the waterways and I thought of my dad.. Because With those fish we had, mixing with other fish and maybe other breeds of Cichlids came a New Breed of New Orleans Cichlids.
In the News Report they were talking about how they’ve been catching Rio Grande’s .. We’ve never had those. I guess after Katrina, folks just followed suit by throwing them in the Bayous & Lagoons to keep the fish alive rather than letting them die. IMO it’s a good thing, but the Primary argument is that with a Mass amount of Texas it would Displace Our Blue Gill Population.
I guess it matters due to out habitat. I just think its weird that folks and Fishery are out Catching these fish for Testing or just to get rid of them.. If it was up to me, I’d set up a store to Sell them, After all We Bought them and Returned them to somewhat of a natural environment.
My Dad likes to claim responsibility for playing a part in This Cichlid population.. Crazy Huh?
Honestly, I’m Tired of Pleasing people. at the end of the day, I’m the Least appreciated for what I do. So I’m going to attempt at doing something to Make myself happy and attempt to turn down anything that is or may become a distraction.
My thing is that I Do a whole lot of things, People like what I do, but there are a few people who think that I’m Obligated to serve them. First they want everything “On Call”.. and and the end, they don’t appreciate what I do. They just ask me to Do it, because they know I have the skill to do so. They don’t understand how this stuff is Time consuming and when I say “No” they think I’m trying to play them.. Nah Man… You ain’t paying me, so don’t RUSH me.
I Have so many other things I could be doing with my time than doing something for The next man. This entry is about everybody who seems to want things out of me for Free. I Am not a Service Provider. and If I was, You’d be Paying me. It’s not cool to get over.
and to Be honest, when I do things, I don’t ask for money… But cats don’t Offer either. They don’t say “Can you do this”.. they say “ I NEED YOU”… Man You don’t NEED ME.. you “WANT MY SERVICES” .. the minute I say no. You’re gonna feel Played. as if I’m doing you wrong.
at the end of the day, I’m doing Myself wrong.. So How bout I just do for Myself, make Me happy, do something that consumes my time Just enough for me to Say No because i “Really” have no time to be Doing what you Want..
.. Every Day.. “Book, I Need You”… well hey, when am I going to Ever Need You?.. .I’m Just Sayin…
I am The Book, and I Will Do What I Do For Me!
Note From The Book
I’m just catching the updated reports from the Wrestling News Sources, Such a sad day in Wrestling.
WWE.com has confirmed it. (click Image)
Rest In Peace To Eddie Fatu
According to TSU’s Ocean of Soul Band’s Facebook
The Ocean family would like to take this time ask that all of you lift a special prayer for Prof. Ronald Thornton former Asst. Band Director of TSU and present Head Band Director of Willowridge High School. He is currently on a respirator and in ICU.
Prior to hearing that news I head he Passed away, This News has also been posted on The Bandhead Forums.
Sad News, I Met Mr Thornton Prior to Joining the Ocean, it was only a Simple greeting and a handshake. acknowledging him and his band. wow man.. as a former member of the Ocean, My Prayers go Out to all who knew and loved this man. Another Educator Gone.
Same News In Regard to Former WWE Superstar UMAGA who’s real name is Eddie Fatu. This is a Sad day for Wrestling and for the Samoan Family of Wrestling. I Hope He pulls Through. because too many Unnecessary reports are going around.
I got this Earlier.
Source: F4Wonline.com
Former WWE superstar Edward “Umaga” Fatu, 36, is currently in a Houston hospital and is in very bad shape. A long-time friend described his condition as “life threatening.”
Details are still sketchy at this point, but he apparently fell asleep last night while watching television, and several hours later, his wife found him not breathing with blood coming out of his nose. He was rushed to the hospital last night and his family has been told to fly into town as quickly as possible.
Lets hope He Survives.
Wow man, So Crazy!..
Today, Is the Last day I’ll ever see 24, Tomorrow I’ll be 25. I Thank God for living to see this age. To Be Honest I have no clue what else to say, I haven’t really been writing in My blog as much as I used to. But in a way I guess I’ll take the time out and Reflect Some of the things in My life. Everything that makes me “The Book”.
At This Point I guess I’ll Begin…
In The Beginning, There was Nothing, And then their was The Book……LOL!
Nah, Really Though, I Honestly Don’t know How I’m going to Celebrate The 4th, But As a Man, I shall take the Steps to be a Better man. Since the Time I was 17 I’ve been Clueless to what I’ve ranted to do with my Life. Over Time, I’ve gotten an Idea and have even created a clear path to My Future. After 20 I had a bunch of Ups and downs. Yet I’ve gotten to do what I Love to do. And I Still am doing so.
At this point, as I Said, It’s time to get my Priorities straight and take care of some things that I should have done at the age of 17. I can’t Drive. I will Learn This Upcoming Year. I Don’t have a Job, I Will Have one Soon, I Don’t Own a Vehicle and I Can’t Do as I please.. Well. This will come in Due Time.
Fun Times IMO At this point Are Over. I’ve been a Homebody Since after Katrina. Something I’ve Never wanted to do But It happened because I Allowed all of this stuff to fall on me without saying No. Well, I'm 25, Time to say NO to the dumb junk and Yes to a better Live.
So many People Believe that I do so much, Yet I am Nobody. at 25, I will show the world that I am Better than My Inner-self and Am Living up to what they Think they see. I’m Not Hiding anything. I’m a very open person. But It’s become very embarrassing to tell people that I’ve Failed at Succeeding to achieve my goals. I No longer can blame my parents. it’s time I do this without their Approval. Nor the Approval of my Brothers & Sisters.
All My Years Growing up. I’ve wondered what would I be Doing at 25, Doing Nothing was not one of them. Now It is the time to Prove to my old self that I am The Man that I want to be.
I’m Actually Tired of Trying to Impress others, Now it’s time to Impress Myself.
So many folks I know, On the Outside appear to be doing well, many see that way about me. But I’m Not Happy with myself. I do things Because I love it, and because I love to see others Happy. But Now as i Said. It’s time to Achieve My goals for ME.Getting Things Done for me, will help Only Me in the Future.
I’ve been Feeling Older by the Minute
Ah Man, When I first started taking snapshots of bands, I had no clue what it would do for me. But at this point After Looking at the People in my pictures and realizing that Those who I’ve taken pictures of during 2003 2004 and 2005 during their high school years .. I’ve been there to See them all Go through college, and I’ve covered the events they’ve performed at on many occasions. It makes me feel good, but It makes me feel old.
Reacquainting With folks from my Past
For the past year, I’ve ran across People online I thought I’d never hear from again. it’s just amazing to know how they’ve all turned out. It’s almost like a class reunion without the schools. LOL Many of them are Just as bad off as me, But it makes me feel good to know that somebody’s made it beyond the average persons calling. especially coming from the Projects! oh yeah.. Much Respect to those who have made it Beyond Poverty from This City.
Wow man, According to My Clock, I’m One Hour Away from 25. I’m good with this.
Here’s A little History of myself coming up.. It wont be everything. But it will be something AMAZING! lol
Aight, I was Born & Raised in the New Orleans’ 7th Ward, St. Bernard Project to be exact. I’ve had Many Fights, Many Fun Nights. Many Weird things. Many things I’ll never forget. many things Not worth remembering. But I Feel Superior because I’ve lived to Surpass that environment.
For Me, Between the laws of House Hold and the Laws of the school, I Listened. I was always considered a Good Boy, A Nice Boy by people in the neighborhood. because of it I had to Fight for unnecessary reasons. Many people didn’t like me. Yet I didn’t want anyone's approval. I Did what I had to do to make it through the day. Every day.
My Time in Elementary School was Wild, I could Remember all the way back to the Old Nelson Going to Pre-K and Kindergarten. The Routines we had Daily. Many of the people from those 2 years I still am cool with today. That Nelson Closed, and the NEW Nelson Opened on St. Bernard in 1990.
I remember Walking to school, Being Spooked out by The Smell and due to the fact that Homeless people lived under the Bridge. There were times where I’d get in Fights going home or during school, Rarely got In Trouble other than getting whooped by my parents because people would tell my Mom that I’d gotten Beat up. which it wasn’t always the case.
I wasn’t Abused by my parents. I was teased a lot in school though, which other than my brother baby Jeremiah Dying in 93, was the reason I got fat. What took away my Pain was The Food.. Or so I thought…
.. Let me just Skip all the way to 5th grade and say that. By Them, I’ve had a Best friend, I had deep interest in Girls and I used to Sing and dance all the time because of it. There were girls many girls during my child hood that I found attractive then but Now they just don’t seem all that great. But I’m glad that I was able to have known them. I’ve always been a shy guy so others had always revealed that i liked some random girls. because I’d never found the guts to admit those things..
The Wild part is that, During this time in my life. I was exposed to band, I was and Still am Serious about religious matters. I swear i was preaching the bible to people back then. Not that I wanted to but because It was being thought to me. I Abide by the rules of the bible..
Somewhere In My Life I Cried A lot…. But I made it all the way to to High School and OUT.. What helped? Being In Marching band at Both Phillips jr high & Kennedy High Has Exposed me to Every kind of thing under the sun. it was like being a soldier. .. i guess (lol). well anyway. it’s why i still Take pride in Marching band. Because It helped me Open up as far as expressing my Madness through Music is concerned.
There’s so Much in my life that I Didn’t Mention but I do have to say this…I’ve Seen a whole lot, I’ve always played by the rules, Gotten in Trouble Seldom, and I’ve always been good to people. I Love my Family and friends. They’re the reason I am who I am.
Blah Blah Blah Blah…
Although Still a Shy guy. I’ve managed to be more open to females ever since my Time with Bethany. What She did to me at the time, is done with and forgiven. I cried many days because of it. but I’m good, she’s still my friend. I’m glad I been through that. because it basically told me not to put so much faith in one girl, one relationship. or Anything to the point of Longevity.
Just Imagine, Before than. I would wonder why Females didn’t like me, was it because I was ugly? No… Maybe.. Lol. but somehow I got a Girl who just happened to be a Dancer.. LOL.. Since then.. Dancers have been a big Interest of mine. but LOL. That’s just me. From the Time I got with my Girl to the time we broke I’d gotten Opportunities, Partly thanks to Katrina. That I won’t Ever regret doing. and I wish I could do it again. In fact I Know I can STILL do so.
It’s wild. because I Experienced College, I need to Go Back, I was Marching in College band. I had a Job, I was doing Great.. but since 2007, I’ve been kind of Living as a Kid.. and That.. Will Change!…
I Will Make a Change, I will continue to blog about my life's changes. I just hope that one day things get to the point to where I’m Happy Being me again…
I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN!!
A New Chapter Begins at 25..
Note From The Book
Last night I talked to Dejuan, for the first time in Months. he informed me that Bethany sent a general message to everyone saying that She Had her Baby. GREAT HUH!? .. I didn’t get it.. so I got up this morning at 7 to watch my nephew, He made NOISE!! for a good Hour, Maaaaaaaaaaaaan…………..
So at 8am, I got a phone call from Bethany, she said she got my number from Josiah, we talked till maybe 10 and then she sent the baby picture. yeh. I’m happy for her… i just hope everything works out for her and the baby..
