There will come a time. Unfortunately its not what I though it. I Kinda Sorta expected it since last year. but I see that it’s official now. umm.. I don’t really care for that, nor can I support it 100%. but Dang.. it’s just what it is.. In other words, I think allot of the folks do those things is like assuring that the doors are open to more troubles in the future. by the way certain people were contacted in recent times. i think i should have expected it to happen eventually.
With all of that said….i guess I’ll cancel my subscription to that..
See, What I’m talking about isn’t a shocker to me. but IMO it shows that people are guided by the likes of others rather than the calling of your own. I really don’t have much else to say about it but… .. I guess….I’ll have to take it elsewhere. as an individual. it’s nothing.. yet the bigger picture is what matters most.
(yeah this is one of those blog entries again) .. I know what I’m talking about.. you probably don’t get any of it…
I tried uploading a few clips from the weekend events yesterday, Just to get 3 clips up took ALL DAY due to converting, binding and uploading times.. takes HOURS!..
and the one thing about the program I’m using to do this, no mater how you decide to format the video the quality will get crappy. some of these clips are good sizes without converting though
I’m here uploading something now… it went 100% and failed earlier. I hope it doesn’t do it to me again.
McDonogh #35 Came to the performance Battle ready! After Wright Charter and St. Aug played there Selections, 35 came, St. Aug Turned around to battle them…. St. Aug Left and Walker marched in! That was Live!.. i didn’t think there would be a crowd that big there this yea as well. but all events were outside today so it was all cool.
I took a few pictures of Wright’s band Prior to the start of the event. because I filmed the event I only was able to get a few okay pics of the other bands.. it was pretty nice.
I’m currently uploading footage of an event from this past Saturday so I wont be putting any media from yesterday up No time soon.
…… I might post 1 or 2 pics in this blog, but that’s all..
I was going to blog about my Weekend at the battle but I’m Not right now, Why? Because My older brother called asking about my Dad (who had just had some kind of medical procedure done). He Suggested that I cook something today, I told him that I wasn’t going to be here to Cook, He was like “Well You’re there now… so where are you going, like that?” I told him we didn’t have anything to cook and that I was going around Tip’s to record some bands. His reaction: “If That’s What you want to do with your life.. But you Need To Find a D**N JOB!” He hung up.
See, I was at band events over the weekend, and when He called he could hear it in the background. I told him where i was when he asked. The Dude is over protective so he asks my location every time I'm not home. … and then he always finds fault in it….
Aside from all that. What he doesn’t realize it that over the weekend I talked to one of the directors who happened to be judging the battles. He wanted another staff member on his team. I told Him I’d think about it.
I’m going to do it. My brother wont like it because I’d be around Bands (something I enjoy) so he will most likely play it off as if it’s not a real job. He’s done me that in the past.
In 2005 when I was Volunteering as BD of my old Jr. High School. He didn’t like it.. But I did.. I don’t really see why he’s all that concerned about what I do anyway. He has a problem every time i leave the house.
THEY all act like I’m obligated to doing what they want me to do. I don’t get that..
This is my second time spotting this sign, The first time nothing crossed my mind. but this time something dd!.. why Because I was having a conversation with Josiah about something I’ll blog about later…. While on my way from Burger King I saw this sign not too far from a Blighted area. So I snapped a Picture of it.
It made me Think that I just Might be wrong ..about that particular situation at least.
Man, My Dad called me up telling me he was playing with the phone trying to see how it works. he said he’s gonna let me figure it out first and then show him. LOL. Ahh Man!! But its an ANDROID!! I want one! ..lol .. I have this lowly blackberry! Bleh! (lol).. nah I love my blackberry. but that Android is Google, and I use many google services. He does not. I actually use the net, He does not.. LOL I wonder if we could have our plans switched. LOL! wow man..lol
on Monday, My brother called me with the asking if I had been looking for a job, when I told him no. He gave me the “This is why you need a job” speech. at that point I just sat quietly as he talked the same stuff he asks every week.
With that said, I know I do need a job, I want a job too. but there are things that are blocking me from doing just that. I watch my nephew while my sister & brother n law works. he knows this. When I told him that my sister was looking for nursery, she replied “she cant afford a nursery” .. This is the kind of stuff he does. He always talks as if he knows everyone's financial situations. therefore using it as an example while explaining to me why I need a job,
This Man says these words every week just about
“Bruh, You Need a to start going out to look, because you can’t find a job on the internet, you have to go in person”
WRONG! – But I just let him talk.. because from there he goes on to say this..
… “you can’t live with momma all your life, what if you want a girlfriend and you wind up getting her pregnant, you can’t take care of a baby if you don’t have a job, and then she gonna put you on child support…”
See… He’d Babble on and on about everything I need to do. So that I wont have to live like other people that he claims he feels sorry for… That’s does not motivate me. it only makes me want to get away from this city. I can see it now, when I do get a job, they’ll be all in my business.
For me, I know what I need to do. I just don’t have the time to leave this house like i should. and yeah, I have been procrastinating harshly. but its because of my everyday cycle that hasn’t changed. It’s partly and excuse yet all truth.
Also. there are places I refuse to work, and those places are nearby. Mainly they’re all fast food places. .. it’s a job, but I don’t like dealing with money, and I don’t want to work around food. Otherwise, Everyone i knows works at Wal-Mart and Lowes. that’s not always a good thing.
Generally though, I do have bills that i should be paying on my own, I haven’t had a real job since 2006, and that’s a bad thing. I don’t have much of what I want, to do as I please. That’s the real reason I need a Job. I have felt like a failure since the time I quit school.. I have a debt with them too. That’s something else my brother likes to throw in my face.
.. As for me… The only way I can get away from it is to get a job at work my way out of everybody's demand.
I saw this on the news today and That Mug shot was a shocker to me. I’m like Aww man, That’s Joel from around the hood. I used to roll with Joel back in our middle school days. as years passed I found that he went to the military. Didn’t know he was out.
I posted a link to a mutual friend of ours via facebook and a few people replied. a few laughing and a few saying I was wrong for posting it on facebook. I don’t like the situation either, but it’s in the news. putting a link of facebook doesn’t make the situation look any worse.
Okay, The Post Labled “And Another Thing is”.. was initially part of a bigger rant which talked about how my brother keeps trying to tell me what I need to do with my life and how he makes comparisons as well as predictions based off of my current position.
I went on to explain that I dislike it when he does that, as well as my point of view of the whole situation,
Generally, I know what I need to do to get where I need to be. I personally don’t think that his way of doing it is good for motivation. I’ll probably get deeper in to it some other time later.
Somehow The post was written over rather than as a totally new blog entry. That sux. I guess it wasn’t ment to be up. .. If I could find it cached I’ll repost it.. or else I’d basically get in to detail when I write about it later on today.. That’s only If I do…
Prior to the .”and Another thing” entry, I had another blog written, i guess it didn’t go through.. I should have waited man. I’ll probably take on that situation later on..
As I said, It’s all about doing it. So Why Am I Not doing it? ……
Okay, Alright, I’ll admit this. I’m not afraid, but as far as that is concerned, my confidence level is pretty low. and I really don’t have great social skills. I just do what I do because it’s what I know how to do.
I remember while working in Texas, A black woman told me that I don’t sound professional over the phone. Yet, the white woman who came there every now and then said that I spoke well as compared to what she’s heard. and Honestly I don’t like the way I sound when I talk.
My Handwriting is bad. Being a Lefty is hard in a world that wants to be right (lol). I haven't written by hand in so long til my hands feel funny when i pick up a pen to sign my signature.
There are things that I really need to get together before I start working. I can’t drive.. Like for real.. being 25 and can’t drive is embarrassing. but I can’t. it’s something I’ve never learned how to do. and I failed the Test 3 times… haven’t been back sense.
My thing is, I’m not satisfied with my own life to think that If i go apply anywhere that they will hire a 25 year old who can’t drive. That’s about all.
Everybody asks me about that too. “well how do you get around” .. I WALK…. Stop asking me that..lol My Life has been on pause since i left Texas, and I’ve vowed to get me a job way back then.. Still haven't done what I should be doing…
I just want to do something for me. I’m tired of trying to make other people happy..
These Random Pictures of people I’m connected to via Facebook.
She States that it’s her 6th Tat and that Bella is Italian for Beautiful. ***BUZZ***WRONG! Bello is Is Italian for beautiful Otherwise it says “Nice” on her body.
This is why I feel that nobody should get tats of Words. Especially when you don’t aren’t sure of the meaning. Secondly, You’re black, Having something in Italian on your body I’m no advocate of Tattoo’s. I like Looking at them on other people if its some big fancy design. otherwise i don’t care for tats.
Also. She’s not too hot to begin so I’m guessing she has to remind herself by planting it there as a boost of confidence.
Here’s another i saw today (i saw this one prior to the one above)
There weren’t any captions but.. Although it may be a slogan or phrase to live by. It’s not that cool to live with on your body.
Okay, In this entry I’ll break it down on both my Facebook and Twitter activity. which will mainly include my status changes and reactions as of late amongst other things which are currently in my timeline.
This entry may be lengthy but there are many random subjects at hand. a
~with that said, here we go…
Ethnicity
So I heard these words "This line of Victoria's Secret swimsuits were made for ethnic bodies".. What makes a Body Ethnic If everyone's part of an ethnic group?
I’ve talked about something like that in an older entry. I just want to get peoples reactions. because as i said, I feel that you have to be more direct when mentioning ethnicity. Eventually the woman mentioned Beyonce and Kim Kardashian having the body type for the swimwear.
Bailouts and Breakdowns
Notice How These Car companies and recent car models are failing. Soon there will be one distributor of all Car Bands & Models, Creating massive amounts of Horrible Cars. It’s the same as the banks. Many Fail and Chase grows larger. It’s NWO
That’s not the actual post I wrote, but its basically the same thing. when Chrysler and GM failed they wanted to be bailed out. eventually Toyota had their recalls on Models, now Lexus and Mazda are too. The Irony of it was a comment saying that Lexus was a premium line of Toyota. and another stating that Ford owns shares in Mazda.. WOW!
Oscar Brown Jr – Dat Dere.
The Matrix is everywhere. It is all around us. Even now, in this very room. You can see it when you look out your window, or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work, when you go to church, when you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth.
This Quote came in place only a day after a dude tried to blast on me about my Photo Album which related to the Illuminati. He felt that I was just taking a jab at freemasonry. that was part of it but I had to Defend the photo album on my part too. Mainly as it relates to Subliminal messages. I’ll explain Later on in colored buttoned text.
Before that Status was The day my grandfather passed My status said this
..Talk about the shock value .. Life and it's changes.
That was the only thing I said Via Facebook in regard to my grandfathers passing. Otherwise I’ve addressed only in the previous blog entries here. Anything else was offline contacts other than Cydney. I told her because her mom grew up with my father. and she probably knows my dads dad too. ya know.
Now
Subliminally Challenged
I Have this Photo Album called “Subliminal – what you see is not always what you get. Complete with images that identify with Illuminati Symbolism. The things we would see on a normal day and think nothing of. when they’re only there to let you know that They’re Everywhere. Yes its part of the Theory behind the NWO Conspiracy. and I knew I’d make people who are part of Masonic Groups get defensive at some point. but I wasn’t doing it for that reason. Even my boy Josh replied to a few of the posts made and He’s a Freemason.
Generally when folks speak of the Illuminati and NWO, Masonry falls in place eventually. the guys who came to defend masonry isn’t on a high enough level to realize. I was talking about the whole concept in general which includes Hundreds of Organizations. not just the one he’s part of.
They came at me basically one saying how laughs at people who do fear it. Well IMO. I feel like this, I don’t fear it. I fear GOD. I grew up noticing it Everywhere and I always wanted to know how it connected and therefore i researched to make sense out of it all. and due to what I have learned while researching that info. as well as connecting it to the bible and bible prophesy and its teachings. everything sort of falls in place evenly. Biblically its like speaking of the rapture. Secularly you’re speaking of One World Government and Brainwashing. but like i said.. it all falls in place at some point.
Well, Here goes Nothing… I recently posted These pics below with on facebook they all had descriptions, eventually folks replied.
Those are just a few complete with symbolism… Eventually It Sparked these Replies and The Argument under my album. (Direct cut & paste)
C. Johnson:Point blank period tha devil is everywhere! If u believe n god than u shouldn't worry abt nuthin...
Milton: lol.......anit Masonic conspiracies make me laugh ......lol, if you really wanna get into subliminal READ A BIBLE!!!....then pick a random religion.... Then "TRY" to figure out why the messages are the SAME... -------LIGHT bringer
ME: Thats where it all begins.
Milton:lol some what, but you might wanna Check a "timeline" look @ an Ankh then look at a cross , then back @ the ankh ..... THEN back @ me .... im on a horse...
Mike W: Not only that...but a LOT of pre-Christian symbols and stories seem to...pop back up. As well as the Catholic Church..."borrowing" oh lets say just about everything from Mithraism. But people don't like to talk about that. I guess it's just easier to believe Masons control the world.
Milton:yea thats y i giggle when folks are scared of masonry and the "Illuminati" (wat ever that is)............the TRUTH is scary but FEAR = Ignorance
ME: Im not trying to make anybody believe that it... my point is to allow people to be aware of what's around them. (such as that Upside down cross the pope wears on his head or the star of David..) This whole thing is about products and how they persuade they are manipulative in our decision making when hidden in plain sight. Illuminati references and although there are members of Illuminati bloodlines with Masonic ties It's not the same thing. as it all relates to the bible, as it relates to the N.W,O. as it relates to Bible prophesy regarding the end times... It as always a good thing to be aware of what you're around. otherwise a person who thinks inside the box will never break the fourth wall and see the obvious.
Mike W: This is also true
Alicia:im confused with the whole thing...i hav heard stories but i need explanations lol about the whole illumnati theory
ME: Universal Mind Control. using the entertainment industry to keep us distracted while they (the Illuminati families) make big business decisions to get closer to one world government. Aside from that they will fight each other, sue each other, buy each other out etc. to Build Bigger corporations For example until theres only 1 Big Distributer to control EVERYTHING .... For Example The United Nations coming to the aid of every Disaster in the world ... or G20 make Decisions to better their Nations and World Relations.. to get closer to a New World Order ... ... See More World Government. Sounds like a great idea ... but he Concept and theory is that this.. (yeah it all gets CRAZY at this point but i'll explain) The US Constitution will be Voided. Imperialism or capitalism are likely to reign over the world. folks wont like a Dictatorship for government. they will protest & it will cause Mayhem in the streets... Martial law will likely be thrown in. people with either do as told or get thrown in FEMA camps. or get killed. Example: After Katrina happened People were forced out, jailed or killed had they stayed. in fact every time theres a bad hurricane the police jail anyone who is spotted outside their homes. It's crazy to think like that.. but its possible... (lol i know this was TOO MUCH to be reading.. but yeah)
THAT WAS THE END OF THAT… (For Now)
I know that as the album grows more comments are to come. I seem to be one of the few people amongst my facebook friends bold enough to discuss it online while knowing I’m connected to them. Many wont like it, and if they do decide to take me off their lists because of it. its because they’re guilty of joining these orgs blindly because once they got in. they found the truth about what their orgs represent. on a larger scale.
I myself has nothing against a single member. but I will not congratulate you upon joining something that I don’t believe is “Light”. so to speak.
With that said, I do follow the history Original Masons which are The Moors of Kemet. but that’s another story..
Status Update @ 4:15 Wednesday
When we are strong to take trouble, we prove that we believe. When we prove that we believe, we have hope. - Romans 5:4 (World Wide English Version)
KJV Saysperseverance, character; and character, hope" same difference.
Earlier That day Contrary to what you may have heard, Umaga is a principle of Kwanzaa ..lol
I Found This Pic of Sarah T. Reed’s band prior to 1998 online Recenly.
other statuses
"hey you're from New Orleans, Do You Know Voodoo? .. ...*YEAH BOOGAHBOOGAHBOOGAH!!!* .. Don't ask me that dumb junk..
Everybody complains when theres a visible camera around... but nobody complains when Big Brother stops by... because they can't see him..lol
Cheddar Killing Bear
Anything from here on out is ny twitter posts Most of it is Fairly Useless Randomness
...I remember when Purple was a color of the Rainbow. they eventually replaced it with Indigo
I honestly think its funny that they came to defend their org when i made no direct reference to it...
Through the Ten Commandments the rulers and the rich live while the poor suffer and die.” (Holy Qur’an: Chap. 46:6, 7)
Lol I like when they get angry... Its funny to me.. Lol
Instead of getting high on drugs, why don't try getting high on life?! Oh, my god. I am officially a hundred years old. (this qoute is from Becker)
You Bum Right here and you bounce over dere Sponji Reggae.... AND I SEY EH'MON!
Re-Tweet HIDDENHAND: Trust the Government, just ask an Indian.
just because u have a nice figure doesn't mean that you're cute.
whats worse than a prostitute trying to sue for sexual harassment?
If you believe that you have Rights, you're wrong LOL
Good Evening Brothers and Sisters, I welcome You to Yes Phi No . .. The Fraternity of Indecision. LOL
They aint ready for the truth..
And I can't operate on this failure When all I want to be is Completely in command
Just Like Me, They Long To Be Close To You.
I'm from the Planetarium. What planet are you from?
My grandfather chose to be cremated. Some of my family members are upset because of it. but my grandfathers wishes were not to have people moan and groan over a body after he’s met his demise. some of what was stated in that will will be part of his death notice. It’s wild because he only mentions honoring his mother and father, any of his belonging were all due to my father.
In a way I was hoping to attend a funeral or memorial celebration of some kind because It seemed like the proper thing to do. and I sure would like to meet some of my distant relatives I believe that my grandfather put everything in place long before he died so that his family would have a burden on there hands. My Grandfather was Prepared.
With that said, our family should be thankful for that.
At about 8 or 9 o’clock my brother came over and broke the news to me. It made me Jump. but that was my only reaction then. just thinking about it hurts though.
My Brother and I talked up until my parents made it home… He received the News from my sister. she informed him that my dad was called to an emergency situation at the Nursing Home where he was recently began residing. That Nursing home is the place where my mom works..
When My Parents made it home, My mom talked to us for a brief moment (now she’s on the phone informing a few others) … But yeah, She told us that she had just left the room after praying with him. He wasn’t fully awake because at the time he was sleeping.
my mom said he clutched her hand and she began to pray for his well being. and while on her way back to her work area, she was called by a top medical official in the building where they informed her that my grandfather had passed. She Cried saying that she had just left him and he was alive and well, and just like that he was gone.
With that said.. My Mom has been working with people who have died during her work hours many times, but this being her father in law. and we know of the recent situation he was in. It hurts.
My Dad is my grandfathers first son. He’s has been dealing with the stressful situation of preparing info and paperwork from the time my grandfather had the stroke about a month ago. till now… So I Know How he’s feeling.. since then he hasnt really had private time to himself. i know he talked to my brother Jaime and that’s all. but man. it’s wild to me. and like Jaime said.. every time he comes back to N.O. it’s always for something such as a family death.
Only about a week ago my grandfather entered the nursing home where my mom works.
This is all after being discharged from the recovery center where he didn't really want to co-operate with the people. and even when he tried things weren't working right. so with him being a strong man. we thought he’s survive this and come out walking strong… little did we know, it was only the beginning of his body shutting down on him.
For me,Sometimes I wish I could have talked to him. especially within the last two years. I feel like I lost the only true link in my family that knows the back history of my family name. aside from that. generally I wish i had known him more than what i do now. At this funeral i will see people I have never known before. I may even see people who I know, yet those of who i never knew i was related to.
The Next Two weeks are going to be hard on my father and his siblings as well as for the children of my grandfathers wife. (who died years before the storm) ..
But thins will be alright.. It was his time.. and time brings on changes.. God has called upon another good man.
This is why we all need to learn something about our own cities.
I’m on facebook and That question was asked by a high Schooler who goes through that area normally.
The Wild part is Terri’s Response, and then The response afterward.
To be honest, I didn’t know where Treme was until I was in 5th grade. I grew up in the St. Bernard Project. the only time I've been in or around Treme was during Mardi Gras. or going on school field trips in the area to the Recreation center or Museum there. and it’s still like that today. I only go in Treme when i have a reason to be back there.
But man, I’ve learned about the historical Value of Treme long before High School. There was a Documentary about the musicians from the Treme area and how many followed in the footsteps of the late Great Louis Armstrong as as well as Entertainers alike.
Although the neighborhood has alot of criminal activity now It’ll never overshadow its great history. Treme is a well appreciated landmark for tourist to explore and for locals to love. This goes way back in to slavery…. Without Treme there would be no Congo Square/Louis Armstrong Park or Jazz Fest.
These are the things you can’t learn from books. You have to listen to the elders who lived there in the 40’s and 50’s.
A Few years before my grandma passed she even told me that she never understood why we have turf wars because the truth is that majority of their Grandmas and Great Grandmas are all from the same neighborhood. That neighborhood being Treme or areas Adjacent to it.
Aside from that. so many Random Things that happened on today's date till it aint funny. Not to side track you all but here’s what i realized.
A New Neighborhood Just had a grand opening. The Former St. Bernard Community is now Columbia Parc. in the area they’re now calling The Bayou District, That’s a Great thing. but the Breaking News that Countered that story was a Shooting in a nearby neighborhood. 3 people were shot, 4 others were shot in other parts of the city. This also brings be back to the Treme and the Quadruple Murder and other recent murders in the area only days Prior to the shows debut. it’s just that crazy out here. This also brings me The 7 shot and others injured during the French Quarter weekend, no less than 24 hours after the Republican Leadership Conference. For every bit of progress there’s failure. I see this all the time..
Everything I said in that last paragraph is part of the reason you should know where you live. The Area I once stayed in Had a history of Violence long before I was born. I was Born Within a community in which I did not belong yet It was all i knew. therefore I can say I loved my Neighborhood. and tried to learn as much as i could about the area. Katrina led me out and Now that I’m back and the Hood is gone and Renewed. Lets just hope history doesn’t repeat itself.
But I decided to leave it alone.. That is until now.
What kind of person shoots 7 people “By Mistake” in pursuit of one? You GOTTA be crazy.. I wonder if they caught him?
How mad do you have to be to just bump in to someone and suddenly turn to Rambo?
We Got’ta do Better Young people. at FRENCH QUARTER FEST TOO!! Man, This is supposed to be a happy event. it’s like. you ruined people weekend because you can’t hold your mud.
It’s one of the many reasons I stay to myself. Too much goes on here to the point where anywhere there’s a large crowd, it becomes Unsafe.
It’s the kind of stuff that ruins people.
a 15 year old girl was part of the 7 shot.. She shouldn’t have been out there in the first place. Even if it Is a Festival for everyone. It was after her Curfew!… But really though… I’m 25, I have a 15 year old brother and 14 year old niece. These Kind of things make me think about them. I wouldn’t want anything to happen to them.
Seems like something bad happens every time the spotlight is on us for good reasons.
Anytime somebody writes an article about the great cultures of New Orleans, they mention Voodoo in somewhere in the headline or first paragraph. The only reason I dislike it is because it’s Stereotypical to tie Voodoo to New Orleans.
On the MTV website there’s an Article about the Premiere of “Treme” Which I’ll probably watch online because I don’t have HBO. the headline is as seen here.
That Headline makes me less interested.
I want this show to Last more than one season. K-Ville could have been better. but going with all this stereotypical stuff and not hitting it nail on the head was what made that show fall off. as well as like the article states that It’s not going to be Cops vs Criminals in this show.
At least they’re doing this ‘Treme’ set around a normal, yet historical Neighborhood in New Orleans. and the preview looked Natural (thank god).
**Pause**
I gotta watch this show man! I just watched a recap of the first episode now i Need to see the full thing. .. dang..lol I need HBO! lol
Doesn't matter what the press says. Doesn't matter what the politicians or the mobs say. Doesn't matter if the whole country decides that something wrong is something right. This nation was founded on one principle above all else: The requirement that we stand up for what we believe, no matter the odds or the consequences. When the mob and the press and the whole world tell you to move, your job is to plant yourself like a tree beside the river of Truth, and tell the whole world, "No, You Move." -Captain America
So It's like this, I'm looking at myself and It makes me feel huge. I know that I'm already 300 pounds. but the matter of seeing myself when standing around others is just crazy to me.
*Hold up* Seems like every time I start Blogging I get utterly distracted because somebody needs my services. .. smh
Okay, Now Back to The Basics...
I'm In a situation where it's extremely hard to lose weight. Why is that? There's no real food in this house ever. and it's not like I have the option to go to buy my own food. It would get eaten by everyone else that walks through here. I don't exercise at all. and even If I did it would only keep my weight Leveled. because of the way I eat. It's hard to change eating habits where there's no concept of breakfast, lunch and dinner in this household now.
There's a way to stop, but because I'm always the one cooking. It's like I have no choice. My brother and Nephew don't know how to cook for themselves.. Nor do anything else in this house for themselves (they Expect me to be here to do that) .. Just watch when I start leaving. They're gonna wonder why.
All I need is a good Mp3 player. A Book Sack, and a bottle of water. I could be gone for Hours.
Why a Bookbag? well I like to keep my cameras on me..LOL
But anyway. That's how the process will begin. I have a plan. its just about doing it. The only complaints i know i'll be getting as that I'll Probably be Selfish when concerning things regarding this household ..
Being that I usually cook for everyone in the house. I may Stop that, if not. I'll probably cook lighter and do some hard stuff like eating in smaller portions. I know how to say NO to Fast food, the problem is that it comes in my house too often. and I Have to eat sometimes. But I'm tired of eating the same onld thing. .. I'm not referring to Fast Food as in McDonald's, Rally's or Burger King. I'm talking about Food That you're only supposed to have on Occasion. .. for example Every week we'd eat nachos, dot dogs or that chicken from the gas station... I'm so tired of eating that stuff. but I'm always called to prepare it. That doesn't help with my cravings at all.
I've Always been big, but that's no excuse to be 300 pounds or more. We also have a broken scale in this house that I refuse to step on. I don't know who broke it but I know it's wrong because it shows me at the weight I was while living in Houston.
The sad part is that when i do eat, somebody has something to say. like when I make my own smoothies.. my dad would say "you're puttin' all that in there, I see why you're fat. you better stop that boy"... ..and i'm like SMH.. because Smoothies are a meal replacement and are way healthier. I could have a smoothie and not eat for a whole day...
Speaking of all of this.. I'm signing off. cause I'm hungry.
I felt that it was time for a change, Not only because of the picture, but because of the video and how it was as a whole. I'm Round. that's all i can say to that.
There are things that I Need to do withi the next 2 weeks that will effect my life for the next two years. I'm taking this time to succeed. and I hope somebody is watching.. LOL
yeah that has nothing to do with anything. but I'll keep you posted.
I recently got a new Chest of Drawers as I told you a couple of entries ago.
it's pretty neat. but I'm not necessarily done organizing my room to a the point of total comfort
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Okay, Sooo .. Phone Call from Ashley, She created an account with Examiner.com to display and discover her journalistic abilities. It's great because she'll be paid. the only trouble she's having with is starting. or should i say. looking for a specific subject matter. I know she wants to do a bit of it all. but out of that she doesn't know where to begin.
I told her about Hub Pages which is similar to Examiner, yet is more for people who likes doing product reviews or giving tips on health and thugs of that nature. I hope she does well at it.
I need some sleep. last night I stood up till 5. I woke up before 12. the day before it was pretty similar. My Nephew just went to sleep so I might take a nap after he leaves. But I think he’ll be leaving close to 8 or 9. I should be awake before my mom gets home. If Not, I’ll probably be asleep til 5 or 6.
other than that. i need to see a good physician too. I haven’t been to a doc in years.
Why is it that people who claim they don't like taking pics always asking me do I have pictures of them.. NO I DON"T. lol
Nah that's not where I'm going with this. . Truth is. There are people in this world who act like they hate taking pictures when a real camera is around. yet when you go on their facebook profiles there are hundreds of cellphone snapshots. I hate that.
Why pose for a cell when you can pose for a real cam? lol
One girl said that My cam shows too much detail in her face. and asked me to take her pic down. I did. but man. it just sucks to know that ..lol but hey, it's not my fault your acne's bad ..LOL
uhh..lol .. I don't know what to say right now. . out
I Don't remember If I wrote about this or not, but I found that the motherboard wasn't the problem. The PC needs a new power box. we're gonna get it fixed and maybe upgrade it to Windows 7. That'll work for me! ..lol
We bought a new PC, and we have serious problems with it already. the Tip of the Audio jack got stuck inside the input adapter. so we have to get that fixed or else Sound will be low FOREVER! lol... my dad attempted at taking it out and got GANKED when he realized that its not something he can fix.. I tried tellin'em but nobody listens to the man that knows about these things.. LOL
Today I got a new chest of drawers or "Chestadraw's" like my we say it ..LOL.. Now I have to make MOVES! lol
I Spend The Day with my Frat, We weren’t deep but it was aight. This time we had a real grill and some real food. LOL. it could have been better still.
We were looking for Electricity, there wasn’t any. LOL. Man Levee police is lame. They were moving people Left and right. The Lake is blocked off as for as parking is concerned. it’s been that way for a hot minute. it’s not as enjoyable as it used to be. and probably is the reason we weren’t as deep as it could have been. some folks couldn’t find us.
Boy boy.. I knew I should have brought that Ice, Because had Hot Hawaiian Punch and NOBODY drunk the Sierra Mist & Mountain Dews LOL At least we had REAL Macaroni.
Tomorrow is the big deal. I’m not sure what I’m gonna bring. but I’m gonna bring something. I just hope things are right. I should get some ice. though because that’s all I really CAN get anyway…lol
I’ll see my frats, old frats, new frats. I hope its just as big as the last one.. lol or at least the last “real” one.
Yeh, That as well as some Video cables, how he’s messing up the tv in his room by trying to experiment. He thinks I don’t know what im' doing. so I left it alone. He bought a VIDEO cable. .. Not Audio too. ya know ..lol
Anyway.. I’ll be good with this one. I just need to get that New roxio so can burn DVD Movies ..
The thang has done my cam file type justice. I’m glad because of it.
I need my own PERSONAL Windows 7. This one is the House PC.
Basically, Yesterday April 1st. The Main PC’s motherboard gave out on us. which means we have to get a new PC. Great right? well not really.
Yes we do have another PC, its great, 2 times better than the one that blew out on us. aside from being an upgraded OS, its totally better hardware wise. it’s also a Dell.
But back to what I was saying … That Vista we had has a good hard drive. and great ram. problem. I have no other PC that could handle that OS. therefore i can not get that data transferred.
I talked to the guys at Best buy about getting a new mother board. they were like “well yeah you might as well get a new PC”.. I Knew That already but it’s just the thing about hardware and software compatibility issues. that I’m dealing with now. and I need to get this software out if here.
We’ve only had the Vista 2 years too. smh..
as for some stats on this New PC. Here Goes
Microsoft Windows 7 Home Premium Microsoft Corporation Dell Inc. Inspiron 54564 Bit OS Pentium(R) Dual-Core CPU E5400 @ 2.70GHz, 2700 Mhz, 2 Core(s), 2 Logical Processor(s) Physical Memory (RAM) 6.00 GB 600 GB Hard Drive
Yeah No Doubt Great PC, but I really need to get that stuff off the other Hard drive. I have Most of it backed up. but not all. that’s my reason.
